This is gonna be my last update on my blog. I'm gonna go. You're not gonna see me after this.
I'm gonna buy a lot of anti-depressant pills or any kind of pills I could easily get. I'm gonna eat all those pills, all at one time, until I couldn't catch my own last breath.
Or.
I'm gonna take a sharpened knife and cut my hands off. Let the bleeding take all over my body. Let the blood dry and finally, let me run out of bloods and, die. You're not gonna see me again.
Nahhh~
Those are some thoughts of some people who wished to end their life by their own selves. So tragic huh?
Have you ever think if those thoughts are your beloved ones'? Have you ever imagine if your family or even your friends were going to do some stupid stuffs just to end their lives in silence? What would you do if you could read a suicidal person's thoughts?
Often I think, those who have commit suicide were so stupid to do such things. I mean, what were they think? Didn't they think about what would happen to those who loved them? Their parents, their lovers, their friends. They are all the ones who were left behind, misery. It is unfair. To end your life and pass those misery on to the ones who are still alive.
But then again, even those who have commit suicide must've never willing to do that in the first place. They must've think about committing suicide for at least 50 times before they were really do that. There must be some issues to finally made them decided to do as such.
Poor souls, too late we never knew what they've been through.
Have you seen someone who smiled, but with a just-finish-crying face? Their eyes a little bit puffy, their cheeks and nose are red, but we all know that they weren't red because of the cold neither hot weather. They are red because the sadness they've kept since. How about those tearful eyes? Have you seen it before?
Before they feel like the world is nothing but a burden to them, why don't we try to figure out about what we can do? I know, there aren't many things we can do. We can just hold them, hug them and tell them that it's alright, it's gonna be fine. That's the least we can do I think.
Giving up on life is definitely a serious matter one could ever think of. You know, life itself is already hard. Sometimes it could be a burden. And thinking about end one's own lives, it's one big burden. To think between continuing life and to continue face the difficulties in life or to end life but with a heavy heart because you know, there are actually many things one could do to put the smile back on face.
Whoever you are out there. No matter what religion you are, even if you are an atheist. Just have faith. Have faith in your God/gods. Have faith in yourself. You can handle this. This is not a big deal. Say to those difficulties or misery that they got nothing on you. Your life are more beautiful compared to those things that made you want to end your life now. There are still a lot to discover. Life is beautiful, though it is hard.
In my religion, Islam, we were taught to not even hurt ourselves. We were forbidden to cut off our own hands or to swallow pills all at one time. We are prohibited to commit suicide. And there are a lot of wisdom behind these commandments.
And to you, who encounter those people who wished to commit suicide. Never leave them alone. They need you. They need you when there was nobody beside them but you. They need you the most.
Well, you can't really save people. But you can always love them. And that would literally save them.
Showing posts with label Inspiration. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Inspiration. Show all posts
Sunday, July 31, 2016
Saturday, June 18, 2016
Hijab and Changes
Assalamu'alaykum!
It's always a pleasure to write on blog again! I mean, I have no better place to write on things that I would really love to talk about and is re-readable in the future. Because I'm a girl with a bad handwriting, I'm so serious lah mannn.
Such a bad and ugly handwriting will automatically turns my excitation to write into a "i have to stop writing now" mode. So, that is no good. While I really need somewhere, a platform where I can write the things that happened or my own thoughts that came across my mind which I really wish to not forget. Which I feel like I need this thing in the future. So, here is where I pour my hearts and minds to.
I started blogging since I was 13. And trust me, I used to have more than 5 blogs before. Back then, when I was 13, when I was still a so-called a kid or a teenager which is going through a phase of growing up and wanted to discover as many things as I can. I used to write whatever I wanted on my blog. As far as I can remember, I didn't even filter what I've wrote. I mean, I just wrote it the way I wanted. I told almost everything that happened in my daily life. I've said the things I shouldn't sometimes. I expressed my feelings about people on my blog, about the things that I like or hate about them, everything have been written on my previous blogs. Well, I've deleted all of my previous blogs hoping no one will remember about the things I've said and wrote (bcs I used to have few of loyal followers back then if I could say ;P)
But things have gotten a lot different as I growing up. I learnt about things that I should or should not tell people in real life as well as I learnt how important it is to know the limitations of the things I would love to share or would like to write on my blog, facebook, instagram, twitter, etc.
Thanks God, He showed me the way I should take into account about the things around me.
Now, back to the topic, hijab and changes. Basically I just wanted to share how Hijab really change my life.
I started to wear a proper hijab since I was 16, I guess. Covering the areas that really need to be covered. I have to admit that I was not a full-timer as a hijabi back then as there are few times that I don't wear hijab when I'm in the presence of the males who are not my immediate family like my male cousins or my aunts' husbands. (And I'm still struggling to wear a proper attire and be a full-timer as a hijabi until now.) Before that, I can say that I only wear a proper hijab and a proper muslimah attire when I was at school. But I used to disagree to wear a proper attire outside of the school like a looser dress or a longer tudung or shawl because it kind of burdening. For me, it was a burden. But Alhamdulillah, somehow, I can't remember when did I decided to don a longer and looser dress. I ended up to be used to it until now. I'm not comfortable anymore to be in a tight dress.
Then I started to think, what was the reasons and what is the significance to wear hijab? I mean, yeah, that is what Allah has command to us, as Muslim, to really cover our 'aurah regardless the gender. That is when I started to see hijab as not only a tudung or shawl, for women, neither as a songkok or any kind of dress that covers the part starting the area around the navel up to the knees specifically for men.
Hijab means something else. Not just what we are wearing.
I learnt that hijab is the way we show ourselves to the world. How we supposed to represent Islam. Not to brag. But to preach. To do dakwah. You know that one of the things that people can tell if you're a muslim or not is by what you are wearing. I'm talking about the first impression. Everyone has their own first impressions on things. So it's normal that people can judge you by the way you dress.
Really, Hijab is not just about what you are wearing. It is also what you do and say. It is the way you walk, talk, look and think. It is about who you are and the way you express your way of life. That is hijab. That is why Allah has command us to wear hijab and that is one of the significance to wear hijab and to cover your aurah properly.
With hijab, I learn to control myself on the way I should act publicly. I learn about the things I should say, write and share whether in real life or in the social media. I learn to think as muslim. It doesn't feel good when I know that I'm wearing hijab but still think about the bad thoughts on things or people around me.
With Hijab, I learn to change myself to be a better muslim. And I learn to change the way I write and share about things on social media.
That is our obligation. I love a quote by Fatma Pasha in 99 Cahaya di Langit Eropah saying that with hijab on, she's obliged to show the world what Islam is. She's obliged to act, talk and think as how a muslim should be. Islam is peace. That is how we should represent ourselves.
From the smallest matter to the bigger issues. I know that Islamophobia now has spread so widely and people with this phobia often judge by the attire that one is wearing.
I believe that it is one of our biggest tasks a muslim. To show the world that with Hijab on, regardless you are a muslim or muslimah, you have to act like one. You have to think and talk like a true muslim. That's the only way to change what people think about you. Making sure it's a good change and with even our slightest effort to change to be a better muslim in order to help the Deen of Allah, that is Islam, insyaAllah, Allah will help us too.
Let's be a better muslim!
May peace be upon you.
It's always a pleasure to write on blog again! I mean, I have no better place to write on things that I would really love to talk about and is re-readable in the future. Because I'm a girl with a bad handwriting, I'm so serious lah mannn.
Such a bad and ugly handwriting will automatically turns my excitation to write into a "i have to stop writing now" mode. So, that is no good. While I really need somewhere, a platform where I can write the things that happened or my own thoughts that came across my mind which I really wish to not forget. Which I feel like I need this thing in the future. So, here is where I pour my hearts and minds to.
I started blogging since I was 13. And trust me, I used to have more than 5 blogs before. Back then, when I was 13, when I was still a so-called a kid or a teenager which is going through a phase of growing up and wanted to discover as many things as I can. I used to write whatever I wanted on my blog. As far as I can remember, I didn't even filter what I've wrote. I mean, I just wrote it the way I wanted. I told almost everything that happened in my daily life. I've said the things I shouldn't sometimes. I expressed my feelings about people on my blog, about the things that I like or hate about them, everything have been written on my previous blogs. Well, I've deleted all of my previous blogs hoping no one will remember about the things I've said and wrote (bcs I used to have few of loyal followers back then if I could say ;P)
But things have gotten a lot different as I growing up. I learnt about things that I should or should not tell people in real life as well as I learnt how important it is to know the limitations of the things I would love to share or would like to write on my blog, facebook, instagram, twitter, etc.
Thanks God, He showed me the way I should take into account about the things around me.
Now, back to the topic, hijab and changes. Basically I just wanted to share how Hijab really change my life.
I started to wear a proper hijab since I was 16, I guess. Covering the areas that really need to be covered. I have to admit that I was not a full-timer as a hijabi back then as there are few times that I don't wear hijab when I'm in the presence of the males who are not my immediate family like my male cousins or my aunts' husbands. (And I'm still struggling to wear a proper attire and be a full-timer as a hijabi until now.) Before that, I can say that I only wear a proper hijab and a proper muslimah attire when I was at school. But I used to disagree to wear a proper attire outside of the school like a looser dress or a longer tudung or shawl because it kind of burdening. For me, it was a burden. But Alhamdulillah, somehow, I can't remember when did I decided to don a longer and looser dress. I ended up to be used to it until now. I'm not comfortable anymore to be in a tight dress.
Then I started to think, what was the reasons and what is the significance to wear hijab? I mean, yeah, that is what Allah has command to us, as Muslim, to really cover our 'aurah regardless the gender. That is when I started to see hijab as not only a tudung or shawl, for women, neither as a songkok or any kind of dress that covers the part starting the area around the navel up to the knees specifically for men.
Hijab means something else. Not just what we are wearing.
I learnt that hijab is the way we show ourselves to the world. How we supposed to represent Islam. Not to brag. But to preach. To do dakwah. You know that one of the things that people can tell if you're a muslim or not is by what you are wearing. I'm talking about the first impression. Everyone has their own first impressions on things. So it's normal that people can judge you by the way you dress.
Really, Hijab is not just about what you are wearing. It is also what you do and say. It is the way you walk, talk, look and think. It is about who you are and the way you express your way of life. That is hijab. That is why Allah has command us to wear hijab and that is one of the significance to wear hijab and to cover your aurah properly.
With hijab, I learn to control myself on the way I should act publicly. I learn about the things I should say, write and share whether in real life or in the social media. I learn to think as muslim. It doesn't feel good when I know that I'm wearing hijab but still think about the bad thoughts on things or people around me.
With Hijab, I learn to change myself to be a better muslim. And I learn to change the way I write and share about things on social media.
That is our obligation. I love a quote by Fatma Pasha in 99 Cahaya di Langit Eropah saying that with hijab on, she's obliged to show the world what Islam is. She's obliged to act, talk and think as how a muslim should be. Islam is peace. That is how we should represent ourselves.
From the smallest matter to the bigger issues. I know that Islamophobia now has spread so widely and people with this phobia often judge by the attire that one is wearing.
I believe that it is one of our biggest tasks a muslim. To show the world that with Hijab on, regardless you are a muslim or muslimah, you have to act like one. You have to think and talk like a true muslim. That's the only way to change what people think about you. Making sure it's a good change and with even our slightest effort to change to be a better muslim in order to help the Deen of Allah, that is Islam, insyaAllah, Allah will help us too.
Let's be a better muslim!
May peace be upon you.
Tuesday, March 22, 2016
Movie Review // Late Blossom (Korean Movie)
Assalamu'alaykum~!
I'm back with another review kind of post! :p But this one is not the product or beauty review that I used to do. Because I am, currently, have no interest in any of those topics. Really. Well, girls sure do have variety of moods and interests in just few months eyy :p
Ok now now, click this Trailer Video and you will get to see about what movie that I'm gonna talk about.
Things just meant to be happened when it's going to happen. Few weeks ago I was just going through, searching, looking and digging for the Korean movie / drama that has Song Ji Hyo as the main character, well, she is the one and only girl in Running Man (I guess you must have known her well). So yeah, while I was about to dig everything, I just happened to found this movie. But she's not the main cast in this movie, I wonder then, what kind of character she is in this movie so I decided to just download it. While this movie, as what I've read, is about the love story of few old couples (like granny-grandpa-lovestory), I thought that it would be a little bit boring for me and I will just watch it when I feel like I want to and when I were to really run out of movies to be watched in my laptop. :p
Well things went different and due to the high level of curiosity, I decided to watch it right away. :p
And guess what? THE MOVIE IS JUST SO GOOD!
In this post, I am not going to tell you about the description of the movie, like who is who and what is what or when is when and where is where, no I am definitely not gonna talk about that :p you just have to watch it yourself. Go search the movie around Mr.Google and oh you can simply watch it HERE ON KISSASIAN.COM and if you wish to download the movie instead of watching it online (because the perks of downloading movies is that you can freely watch it over and over again if you ever forgot to pay your internet bills or you are fail to get the free wifi ;P) you have to sign up first in kissasian.com, only then you can download whatever stories you would love to. ^_^ sekian tutorial secawan ;p
In this post, I am just gonna talk about what I feel and what I think about this movie. I'm gonna talk my lungs out throughout this post. Bear that in mind heee~!
Plus, I'm doing this for my own reflections in the future. To remind me about what love is, when I've grown old. :')
I guess the intro of this post was just too much, sorry not sorry. x'D
Okay now,
This movie, I tell ya, is sooooo BEAUTIFUL. The storyline is sooo moving. Quiet but warming. And the casts in this movie are really, the best! including Song Ji Hyo, although she's not the main cast, she seems to play her role pretty well, and that is what makes this movie feeling more heartwarming.
They can really make everything seems so real and really change the way I see what is love actually. They show what it's like to be in love, even you are not being in love with anybody while you're watching the movie. Trust me, because I can feel the love even I'm still single ;P
Again, the main casts are what makes the movie so moving! They are pretty old people but they are way better! Each and every seconds of the movie is so precious I can't even skip any scenes though the storyline is a bit slow, well, for those who aren't melancholic people. I am, on the bright side, is pretty melancholic and romantic person haha! I'm a girl who still love being received a bouquet of flower when the other girls claiming to rather feeling much happier to get pizzas or chickens than flowers. Well, that just me. But I still love foods tho ;p
Peeps! I have no idea how to put everything in words anymore! You really have to watch Late Blossom yourself! Before it's even too late :'))
Nahh few pictures of scenes in the movie
This movie really makes me stop and think what it's like to still feeling deeply in love even when I'm old enough to even notice everything around me. Suddenly, I am being so patiently waiting for my mr.Right, even he will soon come, 10 years later :'))
But on top of all, the main point and the best thing about this movie is that, it taught me what FAMILY is.
There are happy, sad, funny, heartwarming, romantic, good lessons moments in this movie! All in one ;D. Well, the ending is quite weird and a bit unfinished, but for me, it still won't ruin the whole thing about this movie.
And oh, you can listen to the ost of this movie that I'm really into it! Here, 2 first songs! (Really wish I could understand well the lyrics! T____T) *suddenly I'm into k-indie now! xD
Watch the movie and feel free to share your reviews of this movie. There is no right or wrong in giving your opinions about a thing. If it's meant to be shared, we shall do it!
LAST BUT NOT LEAST,
WATCH IT IF YOU HAVEN'T! (well if you feel interested to) ^_^
Until then peeps!
I'm back with another review kind of post! :p But this one is not the product or beauty review that I used to do. Because I am, currently, have no interest in any of those topics. Really. Well, girls sure do have variety of moods and interests in just few months eyy :p
Ok now now, click this Trailer Video and you will get to see about what movie that I'm gonna talk about.
Things just meant to be happened when it's going to happen. Few weeks ago I was just going through, searching, looking and digging for the Korean movie / drama that has Song Ji Hyo as the main character, well, she is the one and only girl in Running Man (I guess you must have known her well). So yeah, while I was about to dig everything, I just happened to found this movie. But she's not the main cast in this movie, I wonder then, what kind of character she is in this movie so I decided to just download it. While this movie, as what I've read, is about the love story of few old couples (like granny-grandpa-lovestory), I thought that it would be a little bit boring for me and I will just watch it when I feel like I want to and when I were to really run out of movies to be watched in my laptop. :p
Well things went different and due to the high level of curiosity, I decided to watch it right away. :p
And guess what? THE MOVIE IS JUST SO GOOD!
In this post, I am not going to tell you about the description of the movie, like who is who and what is what or when is when and where is where, no I am definitely not gonna talk about that :p you just have to watch it yourself. Go search the movie around Mr.Google and oh you can simply watch it HERE ON KISSASIAN.COM and if you wish to download the movie instead of watching it online (because the perks of downloading movies is that you can freely watch it over and over again if you ever forgot to pay your internet bills or you are fail to get the free wifi ;P) you have to sign up first in kissasian.com, only then you can download whatever stories you would love to. ^_^ sekian tutorial secawan ;p
In this post, I am just gonna talk about what I feel and what I think about this movie. I'm gonna talk my lungs out throughout this post. Bear that in mind heee~!
Plus, I'm doing this for my own reflections in the future. To remind me about what love is, when I've grown old. :')
I guess the intro of this post was just too much, sorry not sorry. x'D
Okay now,
This movie, I tell ya, is sooooo BEAUTIFUL. The storyline is sooo moving. Quiet but warming. And the casts in this movie are really, the best! including Song Ji Hyo, although she's not the main cast, she seems to play her role pretty well, and that is what makes this movie feeling more heartwarming.
They can really make everything seems so real and really change the way I see what is love actually. They show what it's like to be in love, even you are not being in love with anybody while you're watching the movie. Trust me, because I can feel the love even I'm still single ;P
Again, the main casts are what makes the movie so moving! They are pretty old people but they are way better! Each and every seconds of the movie is so precious I can't even skip any scenes though the storyline is a bit slow, well, for those who aren't melancholic people. I am, on the bright side, is pretty melancholic and romantic person haha! I'm a girl who still love being received a bouquet of flower when the other girls claiming to rather feeling much happier to get pizzas or chickens than flowers. Well, that just me. But I still love foods tho ;p
Peeps! I have no idea how to put everything in words anymore! You really have to watch Late Blossom yourself! Before it's even too late :'))
Nahh few pictures of scenes in the movie
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| Finally Song Ji Hyo! She's sooo cute, innocent and no fake! xD |
But on top of all, the main point and the best thing about this movie is that, it taught me what FAMILY is.
There are happy, sad, funny, heartwarming, romantic, good lessons moments in this movie! All in one ;D. Well, the ending is quite weird and a bit unfinished, but for me, it still won't ruin the whole thing about this movie.
And oh, you can listen to the ost of this movie that I'm really into it! Here, 2 first songs! (Really wish I could understand well the lyrics! T____T) *suddenly I'm into k-indie now! xD
Watch the movie and feel free to share your reviews of this movie. There is no right or wrong in giving your opinions about a thing. If it's meant to be shared, we shall do it!
LAST BUT NOT LEAST,
WATCH IT IF YOU HAVEN'T! (well if you feel interested to) ^_^
Until then peeps!
Friday, March 04, 2016
About Love (briefly cheesy talk)
Assalamu'alaikum~
I am, now, studying, trying to finish the chapter 4 of Psyc 1000. But things get a little bit unbearable and all I need is a break for now xD
So today, suddenly, I remember about something. That little something called love.
I remember those days when my heart's pounding for a guy. I guess, those days happened, about few years ago, when everything seems okay for a love. To be honest, yeah, I didn't feel as such for this past few years.
I remember when those feelings came, I will tell my mom. I will tell her how about my feelings, exactly almost and everything about my feelings. Nothing to be hidden from a mom I guess.
The only answer or opinion from my mom after listening to my honest confessions, is, "that feelings, will just be temporary. It won't stay long. It will simply fade away someday. So don't hold for it. Don't even think about how you feel. Just live your life everyday without even think of such things. That thing happens to all teenagers like you, I knew it. So just let those feelings without even thinking to let it stay or not. You just have to ignore it. When it's going to fade, it will."
Those days, I thought that my mom is being a bit cruel to her only daughter. I thought that she had never understand my feelings even when she said she did.
But, after all, mom's always right. Now when I look back to those days, I know why did she ever told me such a thing. If only she told me the other way around.. thanks mom.
Now, those feelings that I used to had, are no longer there (in my heart). I even forgot about those feelings.
And it's a relief.
Now, I can further my studies without those messy feelings.
And I really need to go back to my chapter 3 of Psychology.
Until then.
I am, now, studying, trying to finish the chapter 4 of Psyc 1000. But things get a little bit unbearable and all I need is a break for now xD
So today, suddenly, I remember about something. That little something called love.
I remember those days when my heart's pounding for a guy. I guess, those days happened, about few years ago, when everything seems okay for a love. To be honest, yeah, I didn't feel as such for this past few years.
I remember when those feelings came, I will tell my mom. I will tell her how about my feelings, exactly almost and everything about my feelings. Nothing to be hidden from a mom I guess.
The only answer or opinion from my mom after listening to my honest confessions, is, "that feelings, will just be temporary. It won't stay long. It will simply fade away someday. So don't hold for it. Don't even think about how you feel. Just live your life everyday without even think of such things. That thing happens to all teenagers like you, I knew it. So just let those feelings without even thinking to let it stay or not. You just have to ignore it. When it's going to fade, it will."
Those days, I thought that my mom is being a bit cruel to her only daughter. I thought that she had never understand my feelings even when she said she did.
But, after all, mom's always right. Now when I look back to those days, I know why did she ever told me such a thing. If only she told me the other way around.. thanks mom.
Now, those feelings that I used to had, are no longer there (in my heart). I even forgot about those feelings.
And it's a relief.
Now, I can further my studies without those messy feelings.
And I really need to go back to my chapter 3 of Psychology.
Until then.
Friday, January 01, 2016
Ukhwah Fashion Showcase 2015
Alhamdulillah, on 30th of December 2015, me and my team (DeenFleur Hijab) joined a fashion show organised by AzilaAziz (you can find her on FB). It is Ukhwah Fashion Showcase. To be honest, this is the first fashion show I ever attend in my whole life. Well, the first and only reason we have decided to join this show was because, experience is one crucial thing that we need the most. We need the experience, and Alhamdulillah, the good people and great event were definitely a "bonus" to us. The organiser, Kak Zila deserved the thumbs up and salutations from us!
Of course there were some problems occured, but hey! what's experience for without any mistakes!
Now, let's just enjoy some photos taken by our photographer.
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| Our makeup was done by Victoria Jackson, because it's free! But well, I don't really like the heavy makeup. But it's okay! It just for one night tho T_T |
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| Spot the DeenFleur HIjab! |
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| That was me talking about our DeenFleur Hijab. Well, just a little thing. But I love how I felt that night and how precious the experience are! |
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| So for some reasons and problems, the models didn't wear our products. But hey, on the bright side is, the organiser of this event herself was happily donning our new collection, Fishtail by DF. Thanks Kak Azila! Really appreciate your willingness! |
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| Now, our non-smiled face. ugh. Fret not, we were just fine by the moment! |
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| Definitely the ones that have always been so important in my life and in DeenFleur Hijab! Love them, my aunties! |
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| Yeay! There is DeenFleur Hijab. |
Actually, there more and more photos of the night. But I just had a little time now to upload and select everything. We had so much fun! And there are a lot of vendors with great masterpieces! All products are just good! For more photos, you can see on AzilaAziz FB Page
Thank you everyone!
Thursday, December 31, 2015
Of 2015
Assalamu'alaykum~
So, the title is quite cheesy and cliche. I knew it :p But then, it doesn't matter what the title supposed to be. The one thing that matter the most, and nearly have always been important is, the contents, the things about what I would love to talk about.
So, tomorrow gonna be the new day, the brand new start to everyone. It's gonna be 2016! I don't know how to say this, but this feeling, it is so unexplainable, I really have no idea how to put all this feelings into words. It's like I'm really running out of words, of the words that really matter to be expressed.
2015 has been a year of, I don't know, a lot of things happened, whether I like or not, they just happened. I've learnt so much, more than the days of 2015, or the hours through the year. I've laughed so hard, I've cried, I've been worried, I've felt the anxiety, the embarrassment, the everything. They are all sometimes mixed and happened just in one day. Surpisingly, I can remember some of the moments that brought me those feelings, it's just like yesterday
If only I had the time, I would write everything into one book. The book of 2015. Where I've learnt most of everything that I need throughout my life journey. To some people, some things that I've learnt might be the smallest thing to be cared of. But to me, big or small, more or less, we just have to learn about it. Everything has started ever since before I am ready for it. Well, sometimes I do expect or getting ready of some things, but, most of the things happened just definitely beyond my expectation.
In 2015, I am a daughter (as ever), I am a sister (as ever), I am a friend, I am a student, I am, sometimes as mom (to my baby cousins), I am a businessgirl (at deenfleurhijab), I am a poet (just in a certain ways and time), I am, whatever you've called me or whatever you've think of me, but no, I ain't that girl you always had in mind. Because I'm just me. Living everyday, and hoping that I have and will always gonna have tomorrow while sometimes, I hope I'd forgot yesterday and sometimes I hope I won't.
I don't expect much from 2016 that will be around just in a few hours to be as how 2015 went. I just wanna live everyday happily without having to regret for what I've done, because I used to be the one that, pathetically, always regret everything that I've done or that happened to me.
For the last words of 2015, THANK YOU should've be enough, for everything.
And may all of us can be much better than we were through this memorable 2015.
Until then.
So, the title is quite cheesy and cliche. I knew it :p But then, it doesn't matter what the title supposed to be. The one thing that matter the most, and nearly have always been important is, the contents, the things about what I would love to talk about.
So, tomorrow gonna be the new day, the brand new start to everyone. It's gonna be 2016! I don't know how to say this, but this feeling, it is so unexplainable, I really have no idea how to put all this feelings into words. It's like I'm really running out of words, of the words that really matter to be expressed.
2015 has been a year of, I don't know, a lot of things happened, whether I like or not, they just happened. I've learnt so much, more than the days of 2015, or the hours through the year. I've laughed so hard, I've cried, I've been worried, I've felt the anxiety, the embarrassment, the everything. They are all sometimes mixed and happened just in one day. Surpisingly, I can remember some of the moments that brought me those feelings, it's just like yesterday
If only I had the time, I would write everything into one book. The book of 2015. Where I've learnt most of everything that I need throughout my life journey. To some people, some things that I've learnt might be the smallest thing to be cared of. But to me, big or small, more or less, we just have to learn about it. Everything has started ever since before I am ready for it. Well, sometimes I do expect or getting ready of some things, but, most of the things happened just definitely beyond my expectation.
In 2015, I am a daughter (as ever), I am a sister (as ever), I am a friend, I am a student, I am, sometimes as mom (to my baby cousins), I am a businessgirl (at deenfleurhijab), I am a poet (just in a certain ways and time), I am, whatever you've called me or whatever you've think of me, but no, I ain't that girl you always had in mind. Because I'm just me. Living everyday, and hoping that I have and will always gonna have tomorrow while sometimes, I hope I'd forgot yesterday and sometimes I hope I won't.
I don't expect much from 2016 that will be around just in a few hours to be as how 2015 went. I just wanna live everyday happily without having to regret for what I've done, because I used to be the one that, pathetically, always regret everything that I've done or that happened to me.
For the last words of 2015, THANK YOU should've be enough, for everything.
And may all of us can be much better than we were through this memorable 2015.
Until then.
Sunday, December 20, 2015
New Daily Routine
So, I have about one month left before I embark to a new beginning, a new journey as a student of bachelor degree. I am yet to know what major I would get, that I would be studying, but, yeah let's just wait for it.
I started to think that I've spent my days, my holidays, doing absolutely nothing. It's exhausting actually, So, I just think that, I need to change. I need to change everything about my daily routine. So, the reason why I blogged this post is because I just need to have sort of a startup, because having a startup is definitely something a person, like me, need the most in order to do something beneficial. It kind of the thing that would kick me and force me to do something. Well, that was just my two cents. So, yeah ;p
And here's what I planned to do for my daily routine. Hope it'll goes as what I planned. Please, pray for me.
I need to perform the qiyam. Really hope I have the strength and willingness to do it! And stay awake until fajr prayer. Yeah, as a muslim, this is the best thing to start with. That, I was, shamefully never really care about. yeah, shame on me.
and then...
-make sure to have 2 cups of plain water after fajr prayer
-have a cup of teatox
-have a breeze morning walk or jogging (kalau i rajin) and some exercises, a simple workout
-have breakfast! 8.30 a.m at the earliest and 9.30 a.m at the latest!
-do some chores like laundry, doing dishes, or sapu sampah or buang sampah
-helping mom cooking for lunch
-have lunch with my little family
-perform zuhr prayer
-working out
-perform 'asr prayer
-have some sweet tea time
-perform maghrib prayer
-make sure to recite at least 1 page of the qur'an
-have a really simple dinner
-perform isya' prayer
-doing anything (that I can think of in the meantime)
-go to bed! (11 p.m at the earliest and 12.30 a.m at the latest)
So, those are the things that I am gonna do for my daily routine. Well it doesn't really have to be exactly what I'm gonna do at the exact time as what I've plan. Because, for sure, there are some works relating to my business that I have to do everyday. So, it just as how I plan and really hope everything will goes perfectly as how I expected it would be.
And I'm sure gonna update of what this new daily routine can do wonders to myself. Until then!
Tuesday, October 06, 2015
My Productivity // Tumblr
Assalamu'alaikum!
yeayy! So now I'm back to Tumblr. After months not being into it. The boredom of staying at home brought me again to the things that I used to do back then when I was in high school.
And of course after a longer time, I need some changes. And, yeah, I did it!
Well, just a little. Just changed the main title, my url, bio and the theme and it wasn't so special and not cost at all. Just simple and it's free! I won't say that I really love it, the theme now. But well, it just fine and as long as I'm okay with it. So, yeah! Here is it. my Tumblr!
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| This is how it exactly supposed to look like when you view it! So simple isn't it? Yeah, because I love simple things, just fine with my liking~ |
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| I do started post some pictures of me, when I feel I want to. |
I'm curious about when did I start this Tumblr and stuff. So what I do is, I clicked the Menu section, you can see on the top of the first picture. The Menu is on the left top and there supposed to be Follow button on the right top, parallel with the Menu bar. Then, if you happen to have any tumblr account, then you know what exactly supposed to be there.
So yeah, I clicked on the Menu bar and this came out. So I did Tumblr-ing since August 2011. Woa quite awhile I think. It has been 4 years in my calculation ;p
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| The 2011-post sections |
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| This is the 1st anniversary of my Tumblr! August 2012. nahhh so sikit I reblogged. Well, I'm growing older xD |
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| 2nd anniversary! |
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| Okay now. There is no post on August 2014. Not even a single thing that I've blogged or re-blogged. Hmmm. |
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| Same goes to 2015! xD Looks like this time, I am getting bored into it. Yeah. |
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| And now I started it all over again! xD |
So, that's all~
Now, come to think of it. Things are getting changed bit by bit, year by year. I didn't really blogged or re-blogged about the same thing over months and even years. My mood changes so many times, and you can see it. Sometimes I blogged about arts, sometimes it could be Islamic things and stuff, sometimes about me, just me, sometimes about makeup, beauty and stuffs and sometimes about classy stuffs I guess, or cute stuffs or whatever you named it.
This is me. This is actually me. You can't even expect me to be the same person like 24/7. Even you, yourself, everything about you, about your likings, the things you hate, your moods, your feelings are all change right? So am I.
But still, nobody can ever judge me by all my posts, seriously. One can judge but they don't always right and sometimes they are totally wrong. :) Because of that, I don't really judge people. And perhaps that is why I can't hate anybody by my first impression towards them.
God, I love myself! haha! Thanks for created me this way! heee until then!
Saturday, October 03, 2015
New Header!
Assalamu'alaikum!
yeayyy! Got a new header! If you ever view my blog (this blog) before. Then you know that the current header is a brand new header yeayyy. But if you hadn't ever view this blog, then,
That header is transparent anyway. Should you can't see coloured background for that header tho, but I have no idea why somehow it does show a bakground in grey alike colour when I actually put it there as a header. whatever. What past is past. hiks.
You know I am soooooo bored! I have no idea what should I do during this holiday seriously. I've got a really long holiday. For about 3 months I guess. But at the moment, it just the second week of my holiday and got another 2 months and few weeks of staying at home thinking what should I do? What kind of productivity should I do? God, I have no idea seriously!
So today, I just think of changing a new header. Can't remember when was the last time I changed header but I'm getting bored into it. So here the new header for my blog yeayuyyyy.
Actually, the picture below was supposed to be my header, that I made today, before that current real header I have. But somehow it seems not fit and sooo not suit for my blog as you can see the background of my blog is blue-grey alike and this header it totally the blue sky and white color. So I don't find it suit for my blog. Totally a mess if I put there as a header. And I am sooo lazy to change another new background. I just love it how it looks now!
So, what do you think about my new header? (that cup of teaversion).
yeayyy! Got a new header! If you ever view my blog (this blog) before. Then you know that the current header is a brand new header yeayyy. But if you hadn't ever view this blog, then,
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| this was my header. |
That header is transparent anyway. Should you can't see coloured background for that header tho, but I have no idea why somehow it does show a bakground in grey alike colour when I actually put it there as a header. whatever. What past is past. hiks.
You know I am soooooo bored! I have no idea what should I do during this holiday seriously. I've got a really long holiday. For about 3 months I guess. But at the moment, it just the second week of my holiday and got another 2 months and few weeks of staying at home thinking what should I do? What kind of productivity should I do? God, I have no idea seriously!
So today, I just think of changing a new header. Can't remember when was the last time I changed header but I'm getting bored into it. So here the new header for my blog yeayuyyyy.
Actually, the picture below was supposed to be my header, that I made today, before that current real header I have. But somehow it seems not fit and sooo not suit for my blog as you can see the background of my blog is blue-grey alike and this header it totally the blue sky and white color. So I don't find it suit for my blog. Totally a mess if I put there as a header. And I am sooo lazy to change another new background. I just love it how it looks now!
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| a little bit cliche' but I guess a title or a nickname followed by a quote is quite...cute! teehee~! |
So, what do you think about my new header? (that cup of teaversion).
I know it's a lil' bit kind of funny. Because, "well, let's have a cup of tea" (?) Well, I don't really sure is that picture shows either coffee or tea? But I choose tea over coffee. What is that for? Perhaps some of you, peeps, don't really like tea (or coffee) or perhaps hate it or allergy to it. But, what I meant by that words or you can say as a quote is that, not for really have a cup of tea (or coffee) while reading my blog, definitely not. It just that, you know, just chill, have a chill, some relax minds while reading blog although I know my blog is so full of nonsense stuffs and whatever stuffs. But heyyy chill! teehee~! Because tea is a symbol of calmness, tranquility and chill, for me.
Well, I really hope you guys have a chill right now, while reading my blog. heee i have to mention that anyway. :P
And perhaps some of you found that it is kind of weird because that header, the name on that header (Gerbera Elm) is definitely different with my url (deenfleur). What is the relation? Well, they don't relate to one another anyway haha! Deenfleur is the name created by me, so does Gerbera Elm. But they don't mean the same. yeah too lazy to explain their meaning. teehee. But don't worry, if you typed "deenfleur.blogspot.my" , you are genuinely in a right place! :D
Until then!
Well, I really hope you guys have a chill right now, while reading my blog. heee i have to mention that anyway. :P
And perhaps some of you found that it is kind of weird because that header, the name on that header (Gerbera Elm) is definitely different with my url (deenfleur). What is the relation? Well, they don't relate to one another anyway haha! Deenfleur is the name created by me, so does Gerbera Elm. But they don't mean the same. yeah too lazy to explain their meaning. teehee. But don't worry, if you typed "deenfleur.blogspot.my" , you are genuinely in a right place! :D
Until then!
Monday, December 15, 2014
Travelogue.
Assalamu'alaikum~
And the day before was a fun day.
And also two days before the yesterday,
and three days before yesterday
And
Last thursday up to yesterday
Was a great great great ahhhhh greattt daysss!
When you are with your beloved ones.
Ahaks~!
-my intro supposed to be a poem and maybe i should consider be a poet someday. teeeheee~!-
It's like it just happened a second ago.
Lama sangat tak holiday jalan jalan dengan family. I mean, the whole family (belah ibu). I think since about 2 years ago. Well, things changed, not everything will stick in their place for a lifetime. But our bonding is so kuat that finally we made it. Itupun sebab nak attend someone's wedding ceremony.
Though tak semua ada, but the cheerfulness still there.
Anyway, first we stopped in Kedah, i think in Sg. Petani. The wedding kat Kedah and then ke Penang and Kedah and Perak and now i'm in PJ. And i'm sure everybody now back to their works and tasks, as well as what i'm doing now, writing this in library. (i used to stay in library after evening classes. the feeling much greater than go to bed right after classes. ok tu lain cerita.)
Now, i was just thinking of make my own travelogue. Because i love traveling so much more than sleeping (ini serious). And i'm not yet travel sampai luar Malaysia. Mana ada duit wehhh. Somehow i just wanna be a traveler. Quit my studies and do travel around the world. Because traveling is a part of gaining knowledge you know? kah! no lah. It doesn't make sense. But seriously i want to TRAVEL so muchhhh~
Going to the great places and make a travelogue is such a nice idea. But to make it happen. I need to struggle more in my studies and making money so i can innocently travel using my own money. That require effort so much.
I will make it happen!
I didn't plan to write about my journey here. So i'm not gonna share anything and everything i saw kat kedah penang perak. luls. 'cause that will take hours to do and i don't have much time to spend on the laptop.
I just wanna share about my planning on to travel and make my own travelogue. And i need the du'a(s) from you. And may the good things returned. :)
Amiiinnn.
-THANKS FOR READING. YOU ARE AWESOME-
Tuesday, December 09, 2014
Give and Take.
Assalamu'alaikum~
So last time was a very short update. I have the problem of desperately wanting to write something on the blog without having any specific themes or topics to say or even to discuss about. Sometimes when I go through my blog and found one short update that I wrote which talking about an absolute random stuffs (no benefits at all) I somehow feel like gonna really delete such things. Sometimes it comes to the extent where I want to sepak myself for doing such.
-Not 'sepak' guna kaki tu, itu terajang (kick). 'Sepak' guna tangan (slap). Geddit?
Oh come on, omg, I successfully introduced to you the homograph from Malay words. Ohwow!
*self bro fist* (vain again)-.-
Well, it just annoyed I think. Seems like I really don't have anything good to share that might benefited to those who read. It just I've spent for a few minutes just to write something which is totally vain.
Now, I just want to talk something that less vain (hopefully) because there's no way I could do something which is innocently vainless. luls.
That is about "Give and take" as you can see my title above can't you? heee~
Now, when dealing with social network, you really have to consider about that kind of give-and-take-concept. You know give and take? Of course you know kan? It is mutual compromises; generally from dictionary.
Give and take is when people reach for an agreement with one another by giving up and receiving something that they wanted. It comes in any forms such stuffs like books or foods, as well as in the form of giving ideas. Like a good-natured exchange of ideas, comments and feedbacks.
So, it is important as well to practice this give and take concept in the social medias like facebook, twitter, instagram, blog and the 3rd kind of web like whatsapp, wechat and you just name it yourself 'cause I'm sure we are social network freak and knew and we have discovered almost every apps kan? hohooo~!
Some people, from my observation, they really make use of their social webs that they had. From just taking up some good inputs to giving back their own point of view in several topics. Likewise when they have giving up their ideas, they will take others' feedbacks or comments. These people, we really need them nowadays dalam-dunia-zaman-teknologi-komunikasi-tanpa-sempadan, endless. Because somehow, when we give the good things to others, we will apparently retrieve the positive vibes and ideas as what needed.
This positive things are totally a contradiction when we use our social webs aimlessly or without any good intentions. I meant, doing such a vain in the webs and, even worse when we use the social media to spread the bad thing and negatives such being a fake freak or cursing people through the facebook or twitter as how we can see nowadays. Well, what you give you get back kan? Know the consequences yourself.
In case you are categorized as one of those who are might have or already have been using this social network to do such bad things or even had commit cyberbullying (ini melampau), maybe dah boleh berubah 360 degree into the better person in social network.
You will never know the things that could ever happened to you. If do good, then insyaAllah Allah will reward you with the better thing. Otherwise, you might don't want to know the punishment that awaits you. Especially as a Muslim, to spread the good things and do dakwah is a compulsory for us. Selagi hayat dikandung badan. Do as much good deeds as you can. Spread the positives to show how good Muslim you are.
Give something good such as dakwah, beneficial information pon considered as 'Ibadah if you are a Muslim. See how beautiful Islam is. So, if you have a facebook, twitter acc (i'm sure you have. haha) then post lah status yang baik2, tweet the good things. If you have a blog, then write lah something yang beneficial. If you have instagram, post lah gambar yang baik baik. Because sometimes when we too often post our selfies, nampak macam selfish and it might bring harms. -THINK ABOUT IT-
GIVE AND TAKE on social network is to give others the good points as well as to take others' better points. Even if we are not in the consensus, at least, there'll always points to take, we just have to look for it.
-Yes, I'm trying my best to write benda benda yang berfaedah rather than post randomness more often.
#PrayForNurshahirahIzzatiAlias
*amboi.
heheee~!
Peace and Assalamu'alaikum~!
So last time was a very short update. I have the problem of desperately wanting to write something on the blog without having any specific themes or topics to say or even to discuss about. Sometimes when I go through my blog and found one short update that I wrote which talking about an absolute random stuffs (no benefits at all) I somehow feel like gonna really delete such things. Sometimes it comes to the extent where I want to sepak myself for doing such.
-Not 'sepak' guna kaki tu, itu terajang (kick). 'Sepak' guna tangan (slap). Geddit?
Oh come on, omg, I successfully introduced to you the homograph from Malay words. Ohwow!
*self bro fist* (vain again)-.-
Well, it just annoyed I think. Seems like I really don't have anything good to share that might benefited to those who read. It just I've spent for a few minutes just to write something which is totally vain.
Now, I just want to talk something that less vain (hopefully) because there's no way I could do something which is innocently vainless. luls.
That is about "Give and take" as you can see my title above can't you? heee~
Now, when dealing with social network, you really have to consider about that kind of give-and-take-concept. You know give and take? Of course you know kan? It is mutual compromises; generally from dictionary.
Give and take is when people reach for an agreement with one another by giving up and receiving something that they wanted. It comes in any forms such stuffs like books or foods, as well as in the form of giving ideas. Like a good-natured exchange of ideas, comments and feedbacks.
So, it is important as well to practice this give and take concept in the social medias like facebook, twitter, instagram, blog and the 3rd kind of web like whatsapp, wechat and you just name it yourself 'cause I'm sure we are social network freak and knew and we have discovered almost every apps kan? hohooo~!
Some people, from my observation, they really make use of their social webs that they had. From just taking up some good inputs to giving back their own point of view in several topics. Likewise when they have giving up their ideas, they will take others' feedbacks or comments. These people, we really need them nowadays dalam-dunia-zaman-teknologi-komunikasi-tanpa-sempadan, endless. Because somehow, when we give the good things to others, we will apparently retrieve the positive vibes and ideas as what needed.
This positive things are totally a contradiction when we use our social webs aimlessly or without any good intentions. I meant, doing such a vain in the webs and, even worse when we use the social media to spread the bad thing and negatives such being a fake freak or cursing people through the facebook or twitter as how we can see nowadays. Well, what you give you get back kan? Know the consequences yourself.
In case you are categorized as one of those who are might have or already have been using this social network to do such bad things or even had commit cyberbullying (ini melampau), maybe dah boleh berubah 360 degree into the better person in social network.
You will never know the things that could ever happened to you. If do good, then insyaAllah Allah will reward you with the better thing. Otherwise, you might don't want to know the punishment that awaits you. Especially as a Muslim, to spread the good things and do dakwah is a compulsory for us. Selagi hayat dikandung badan. Do as much good deeds as you can. Spread the positives to show how good Muslim you are.
Give something good such as dakwah, beneficial information pon considered as 'Ibadah if you are a Muslim. See how beautiful Islam is. So, if you have a facebook, twitter acc (i'm sure you have. haha) then post lah status yang baik2, tweet the good things. If you have a blog, then write lah something yang beneficial. If you have instagram, post lah gambar yang baik baik. Because sometimes when we too often post our selfies, nampak macam selfish and it might bring harms. -THINK ABOUT IT-
GIVE AND TAKE on social network is to give others the good points as well as to take others' better points. Even if we are not in the consensus, at least, there'll always points to take, we just have to look for it.
-Yes, I'm trying my best to write benda benda yang berfaedah rather than post randomness more often.
#PrayForNurshahirahIzzatiAlias
*amboi.
heheee~!
Peace and Assalamu'alaikum~!
Sunday, November 02, 2014
A Tribute to Cancer Fighters.
Assalamu'alaikum.
My life has been surrounded by the cancer fighters. No I'm not a doctor. And definitely not even an individual who works in a community with cancer. I'm just a girl who have known several people that currently have been fighting and win the fight against the cancer, and there are some who died due to cancer. Even my mom once taking care of my arwah tokde, who died due to ovary cancer last year. I have seen how my mom waking up early to bring tokde to hospital and come back home 7 p.m. at the earliest.
I can never say anything about those people but to honor them in the highest way. It just, I salute them so much. You know, to come to the day where you have to hear about your cancer and you have to deal with the brutal fact of life. What more you have to go through the treatment, chemotherapy and stuff that certainly gonna take a long period of time to just get done with only for one session. It must be those who suffer with cancer are the ones that have been chosen by Allah, for some reasons. Only Allah knows everything.
Just now, I went to HSI, the hospital that provide the cancer treatment. I was there to pay a visit to a little cute boy, Maarij, my bestfriend's baby brother. He's only 7 and was diagnosed with cancer. I couldn't recall what type of cancer he suffers with. But as I know, it's related to glands. If I'm not mistaken. I think, if I'm not mistaken, he has been through the treatment since the early ramadhan of this year. Alhamdulillah. He's getting better. He can smile so cute and playing with his PSP and eat well. It is a pleasure to see him can adapt well and fit in himself with cancer. :)
And I remember those days when I will come to HSI to pay a visit for arwah tokde. I miss her so much. :'( She's a strong lady with the smile on her face. Once you meet her at a glance, you might won't believe that she's actually was a cancer fighter. But, Allah loves her more. I'm sure, with the patience she had to fight against her cancer, it was all a kaffarah to her. May Allah swt grant her jannah. Aminn. Al-Fatihah.
One thing that impressed me so much about those cancer survivors is how they'll contribute to the community once their treatment is over. I once read in this one particular article about cancer survivors facing with their life after treatment. They will usually cope with their new life in different ways. Some of them will get involved with cancer-related activities. Rather than the ones who never experienced a cancer, ones with cancer in the past could help better to the cancer community. Some just might changing their lifestyles into the better way.
Upon all above, those with cancer are truly inspiring. I get so much inspired especially by cancer survivors. Perhaps, they are much more stronger than me that Allah has been chose them to experienced cancer with all pain and suffering. But still, Allah will strengthen them with patience.
To those with cancer, live on! Don't give up! You never knew. Along the way of your fighting to live on, there might be those without cancer see you as an inspiration. Be inspired to others. With Allah wills, you'll be better, here and hereafter. Ameen.
"Indeed, Allah with those with patience."
My life has been surrounded by the cancer fighters. No I'm not a doctor. And definitely not even an individual who works in a community with cancer. I'm just a girl who have known several people that currently have been fighting and win the fight against the cancer, and there are some who died due to cancer. Even my mom once taking care of my arwah tokde, who died due to ovary cancer last year. I have seen how my mom waking up early to bring tokde to hospital and come back home 7 p.m. at the earliest.
I can never say anything about those people but to honor them in the highest way. It just, I salute them so much. You know, to come to the day where you have to hear about your cancer and you have to deal with the brutal fact of life. What more you have to go through the treatment, chemotherapy and stuff that certainly gonna take a long period of time to just get done with only for one session. It must be those who suffer with cancer are the ones that have been chosen by Allah, for some reasons. Only Allah knows everything.
Just now, I went to HSI, the hospital that provide the cancer treatment. I was there to pay a visit to a little cute boy, Maarij, my bestfriend's baby brother. He's only 7 and was diagnosed with cancer. I couldn't recall what type of cancer he suffers with. But as I know, it's related to glands. If I'm not mistaken. I think, if I'm not mistaken, he has been through the treatment since the early ramadhan of this year. Alhamdulillah. He's getting better. He can smile so cute and playing with his PSP and eat well. It is a pleasure to see him can adapt well and fit in himself with cancer. :)
And I remember those days when I will come to HSI to pay a visit for arwah tokde. I miss her so much. :'( She's a strong lady with the smile on her face. Once you meet her at a glance, you might won't believe that she's actually was a cancer fighter. But, Allah loves her more. I'm sure, with the patience she had to fight against her cancer, it was all a kaffarah to her. May Allah swt grant her jannah. Aminn. Al-Fatihah.
One thing that impressed me so much about those cancer survivors is how they'll contribute to the community once their treatment is over. I once read in this one particular article about cancer survivors facing with their life after treatment. They will usually cope with their new life in different ways. Some of them will get involved with cancer-related activities. Rather than the ones who never experienced a cancer, ones with cancer in the past could help better to the cancer community. Some just might changing their lifestyles into the better way.
Upon all above, those with cancer are truly inspiring. I get so much inspired especially by cancer survivors. Perhaps, they are much more stronger than me that Allah has been chose them to experienced cancer with all pain and suffering. But still, Allah will strengthen them with patience.
To those with cancer, live on! Don't give up! You never knew. Along the way of your fighting to live on, there might be those without cancer see you as an inspiration. Be inspired to others. With Allah wills, you'll be better, here and hereafter. Ameen.
"Indeed, Allah with those with patience."
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