Assalamu'alaykum.
So today is just another day. Yet the only day which I inadvertently overslept. After few months of my first semester in IIUM. I've got a class at 0830 and I woke up at approximately 0818 only after my friend knock my door really loudly.
I have no idea how can I not waking up after the alarm at all, I mean I guess I was in a deep REM sleep that I can't even hear my alarms, which I've set it on respectively every 30 minutes started at 5.00 a.m. What could've been worse is that as I remember, I did fall asleep earlier last night. Demmit dear self.
But on the bright side is, the 0830 class is cancelled.
Mayyynnn what is this? I impressed as how my body could've known that my class will be cancelled today anyways xD
Demmit you self, you're amazing! x'D
Need to start making notes and study now as Final Exams will start just in a few weeks time.
Adios!
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Thursday, April 21, 2016
Friday, March 04, 2016
About Love (briefly cheesy talk)
Assalamu'alaikum~
I am, now, studying, trying to finish the chapter 4 of Psyc 1000. But things get a little bit unbearable and all I need is a break for now xD
So today, suddenly, I remember about something. That little something called love.
I remember those days when my heart's pounding for a guy. I guess, those days happened, about few years ago, when everything seems okay for a love. To be honest, yeah, I didn't feel as such for this past few years.
I remember when those feelings came, I will tell my mom. I will tell her how about my feelings, exactly almost and everything about my feelings. Nothing to be hidden from a mom I guess.
The only answer or opinion from my mom after listening to my honest confessions, is, "that feelings, will just be temporary. It won't stay long. It will simply fade away someday. So don't hold for it. Don't even think about how you feel. Just live your life everyday without even think of such things. That thing happens to all teenagers like you, I knew it. So just let those feelings without even thinking to let it stay or not. You just have to ignore it. When it's going to fade, it will."
Those days, I thought that my mom is being a bit cruel to her only daughter. I thought that she had never understand my feelings even when she said she did.
But, after all, mom's always right. Now when I look back to those days, I know why did she ever told me such a thing. If only she told me the other way around.. thanks mom.
Now, those feelings that I used to had, are no longer there (in my heart). I even forgot about those feelings.
And it's a relief.
Now, I can further my studies without those messy feelings.
And I really need to go back to my chapter 3 of Psychology.
Until then.
I am, now, studying, trying to finish the chapter 4 of Psyc 1000. But things get a little bit unbearable and all I need is a break for now xD
So today, suddenly, I remember about something. That little something called love.
I remember those days when my heart's pounding for a guy. I guess, those days happened, about few years ago, when everything seems okay for a love. To be honest, yeah, I didn't feel as such for this past few years.
I remember when those feelings came, I will tell my mom. I will tell her how about my feelings, exactly almost and everything about my feelings. Nothing to be hidden from a mom I guess.
The only answer or opinion from my mom after listening to my honest confessions, is, "that feelings, will just be temporary. It won't stay long. It will simply fade away someday. So don't hold for it. Don't even think about how you feel. Just live your life everyday without even think of such things. That thing happens to all teenagers like you, I knew it. So just let those feelings without even thinking to let it stay or not. You just have to ignore it. When it's going to fade, it will."
Those days, I thought that my mom is being a bit cruel to her only daughter. I thought that she had never understand my feelings even when she said she did.
But, after all, mom's always right. Now when I look back to those days, I know why did she ever told me such a thing. If only she told me the other way around.. thanks mom.
Now, those feelings that I used to had, are no longer there (in my heart). I even forgot about those feelings.
And it's a relief.
Now, I can further my studies without those messy feelings.
And I really need to go back to my chapter 3 of Psychology.
Until then.
Sunday, November 22, 2015
Quick update // New header (again!)
I can't help but being so excited to create a new header again! maybe sebab dah boring sangat kot. lol.
Was doing a little looking and research through google about where can I get the best header for blog. Still haven't found the best one but yeah, I just found the site where I can create my mown header creatively yeay! hekhekkk. entah entah aku je yg baru jumpa, everybody's already knew it. 'cause I have a very less time for social network, so. yeah, at least I've found one now.
It is PicMonkey ya people! So I love this one, it just fine with my liking. Better than any other webs I have tried on before. Because why? PicMonkey got the damngreatcutepretty fonts! So, that what makes creating a header for blog more interesting. hehe!
okbye peeps assalamu'alaykum!
Was doing a little looking and research through google about where can I get the best header for blog. Still haven't found the best one but yeah, I just found the site where I can create my mown header creatively yeay! hekhekkk. entah entah aku je yg baru jumpa, everybody's already knew it. 'cause I have a very less time for social network, so. yeah, at least I've found one now.
It is PicMonkey ya people! So I love this one, it just fine with my liking. Better than any other webs I have tried on before. Because why? PicMonkey got the damngreatcutepretty fonts! So, that what makes creating a header for blog more interesting. hehe!
okbye peeps assalamu'alaykum!
Being A Blogger
Assalamu'alaikum
So awhile ago, I was just thinking about what am I right now, what I am doing or what I've been doing and how good my life has been so far. I don't know. It just a common random thought that I think, not just me, all people around the world would have it at least once or twice in their lifetime. And somehow, 'blogging' and stuffs came through my mind and remind about my blog. About this blog. I am not sure how old my blog is now, because this is not my first blog, actually. This blog is about the 4th or 5th or 6th blog of mine I guess, I don't know. I even have so many previous posts that I've deleted on this blog due to some unknown reasons. And I don't even really remember my gmail password ahah!
I've been blogging since 13, yeah, I guess. 13. I'm sure about it. ok. So, back then, when I was 13, when I am started do the blogging, you know, I don't even know the reason why, the point why should I create the blog and why did I create the blog. I only did it because, it's a trend, I guess back then. A brand new trend that people always look up to. The trend that people have been doing to compete each other, to gain followers, or to be well-known by the world, or being a public figure. I'm not saying that all people do blogging because of such reasons, no hate ok, but I guess there are that kind of people. Because I was do the blog to be known, honestly. Wanted to be known at least among 1000 people or strangers. As far as I remember, I did think about being a serious blogger, gain so many followers and all. I even had few friends that I got from blogging, the blogger friends I should say. I even thought of making the blogging as a job or at least a business like some people do.
There were times when suddenly my fb chat is popped out from people I don't even know who they are. I received good comments and saying by some of my followers. But I also got some bad words by some people. Well, at least I knew and I'm ready of what people would say. But somehow I'm just not really into it. I just don't care.
And now, I even hide my follower list. And as far as I know, my blog now doesn't even have that follow button. am I right? Since then, people, I haven't been receive any strangers' hello or 'hey you are that girl on blabla blog aite?'. Yeah, and I'm totally okay with it.
Well, things has completely changed. What I want right now is definitely different with what I wanted. I do the blog because I just feel like I want to. You can tell I don't really consider this blog as a serious business anymore. Because sometimes there are some random things that I wanted to talk about and sometimes I just write about my thought, expressing my ideas about the things that going on in our life. For me, if people happen to read, and they want to read, about what I am writing, go on. Enjoy it or just have it. Even so in case nobody would read what I'm writing, nobody cares, nobody really into it, then, I just fine. I don't feel anything. I don't really expect anything when I decided to just continue blogging.
I'm glad how blog has brought some new friends that still stick being friends till now. But to gain more contacts or to be known by blogging, that is definitely not I wanted, anymore. Well I do need friends. But not by this kind of thing. Might be through a lot of things in the future.
So, about being blogger... I don't actually labeling myself as a blogger. Because as far as I'm concerned, that term Blogger can only be used to someone that is well-known, or if they aren't really a popular person, at least they do the blog and taking the blog seriously as a serious thing. yeah, that's what I think about being a Blogger. Because I'm not doing this seriously, I just blogging when I feel I want to or when I feel I need to (due to boredom and all).
Footnote: Sorry for my damn bad grammar. So many grammar errors, I know. I just can't help. I'm not really good at English. Still in the learning process. So, yeah. Bye peeps.
So awhile ago, I was just thinking about what am I right now, what I am doing or what I've been doing and how good my life has been so far. I don't know. It just a common random thought that I think, not just me, all people around the world would have it at least once or twice in their lifetime. And somehow, 'blogging' and stuffs came through my mind and remind about my blog. About this blog. I am not sure how old my blog is now, because this is not my first blog, actually. This blog is about the 4th or 5th or 6th blog of mine I guess, I don't know. I even have so many previous posts that I've deleted on this blog due to some unknown reasons. And I don't even really remember my gmail password ahah!
I've been blogging since 13, yeah, I guess. 13. I'm sure about it. ok. So, back then, when I was 13, when I am started do the blogging, you know, I don't even know the reason why, the point why should I create the blog and why did I create the blog. I only did it because, it's a trend, I guess back then. A brand new trend that people always look up to. The trend that people have been doing to compete each other, to gain followers, or to be well-known by the world, or being a public figure. I'm not saying that all people do blogging because of such reasons, no hate ok, but I guess there are that kind of people. Because I was do the blog to be known, honestly. Wanted to be known at least among 1000 people or strangers. As far as I remember, I did think about being a serious blogger, gain so many followers and all. I even had few friends that I got from blogging, the blogger friends I should say. I even thought of making the blogging as a job or at least a business like some people do.
There were times when suddenly my fb chat is popped out from people I don't even know who they are. I received good comments and saying by some of my followers. But I also got some bad words by some people. Well, at least I knew and I'm ready of what people would say. But somehow I'm just not really into it. I just don't care.
And now, I even hide my follower list. And as far as I know, my blog now doesn't even have that follow button. am I right? Since then, people, I haven't been receive any strangers' hello or 'hey you are that girl on blabla blog aite?'. Yeah, and I'm totally okay with it.
Well, things has completely changed. What I want right now is definitely different with what I wanted. I do the blog because I just feel like I want to. You can tell I don't really consider this blog as a serious business anymore. Because sometimes there are some random things that I wanted to talk about and sometimes I just write about my thought, expressing my ideas about the things that going on in our life. For me, if people happen to read, and they want to read, about what I am writing, go on. Enjoy it or just have it. Even so in case nobody would read what I'm writing, nobody cares, nobody really into it, then, I just fine. I don't feel anything. I don't really expect anything when I decided to just continue blogging.
I'm glad how blog has brought some new friends that still stick being friends till now. But to gain more contacts or to be known by blogging, that is definitely not I wanted, anymore. Well I do need friends. But not by this kind of thing. Might be through a lot of things in the future.
So, about being blogger... I don't actually labeling myself as a blogger. Because as far as I'm concerned, that term Blogger can only be used to someone that is well-known, or if they aren't really a popular person, at least they do the blog and taking the blog seriously as a serious thing. yeah, that's what I think about being a Blogger. Because I'm not doing this seriously, I just blogging when I feel I want to or when I feel I need to (due to boredom and all).
Footnote: Sorry for my damn bad grammar. So many grammar errors, I know. I just can't help. I'm not really good at English. Still in the learning process. So, yeah. Bye peeps.
Saturday, October 03, 2015
New Header!
Assalamu'alaikum!
yeayyy! Got a new header! If you ever view my blog (this blog) before. Then you know that the current header is a brand new header yeayyy. But if you hadn't ever view this blog, then,
That header is transparent anyway. Should you can't see coloured background for that header tho, but I have no idea why somehow it does show a bakground in grey alike colour when I actually put it there as a header. whatever. What past is past. hiks.
You know I am soooooo bored! I have no idea what should I do during this holiday seriously. I've got a really long holiday. For about 3 months I guess. But at the moment, it just the second week of my holiday and got another 2 months and few weeks of staying at home thinking what should I do? What kind of productivity should I do? God, I have no idea seriously!
So today, I just think of changing a new header. Can't remember when was the last time I changed header but I'm getting bored into it. So here the new header for my blog yeayuyyyy.
Actually, the picture below was supposed to be my header, that I made today, before that current real header I have. But somehow it seems not fit and sooo not suit for my blog as you can see the background of my blog is blue-grey alike and this header it totally the blue sky and white color. So I don't find it suit for my blog. Totally a mess if I put there as a header. And I am sooo lazy to change another new background. I just love it how it looks now!
So, what do you think about my new header? (that cup of teaversion).
yeayyy! Got a new header! If you ever view my blog (this blog) before. Then you know that the current header is a brand new header yeayyy. But if you hadn't ever view this blog, then,
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| this was my header. |
That header is transparent anyway. Should you can't see coloured background for that header tho, but I have no idea why somehow it does show a bakground in grey alike colour when I actually put it there as a header. whatever. What past is past. hiks.
You know I am soooooo bored! I have no idea what should I do during this holiday seriously. I've got a really long holiday. For about 3 months I guess. But at the moment, it just the second week of my holiday and got another 2 months and few weeks of staying at home thinking what should I do? What kind of productivity should I do? God, I have no idea seriously!
So today, I just think of changing a new header. Can't remember when was the last time I changed header but I'm getting bored into it. So here the new header for my blog yeayuyyyy.
Actually, the picture below was supposed to be my header, that I made today, before that current real header I have. But somehow it seems not fit and sooo not suit for my blog as you can see the background of my blog is blue-grey alike and this header it totally the blue sky and white color. So I don't find it suit for my blog. Totally a mess if I put there as a header. And I am sooo lazy to change another new background. I just love it how it looks now!
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| a little bit cliche' but I guess a title or a nickname followed by a quote is quite...cute! teehee~! |
So, what do you think about my new header? (that cup of teaversion).
I know it's a lil' bit kind of funny. Because, "well, let's have a cup of tea" (?) Well, I don't really sure is that picture shows either coffee or tea? But I choose tea over coffee. What is that for? Perhaps some of you, peeps, don't really like tea (or coffee) or perhaps hate it or allergy to it. But, what I meant by that words or you can say as a quote is that, not for really have a cup of tea (or coffee) while reading my blog, definitely not. It just that, you know, just chill, have a chill, some relax minds while reading blog although I know my blog is so full of nonsense stuffs and whatever stuffs. But heyyy chill! teehee~! Because tea is a symbol of calmness, tranquility and chill, for me.
Well, I really hope you guys have a chill right now, while reading my blog. heee i have to mention that anyway. :P
And perhaps some of you found that it is kind of weird because that header, the name on that header (Gerbera Elm) is definitely different with my url (deenfleur). What is the relation? Well, they don't relate to one another anyway haha! Deenfleur is the name created by me, so does Gerbera Elm. But they don't mean the same. yeah too lazy to explain their meaning. teehee. But don't worry, if you typed "deenfleur.blogspot.my" , you are genuinely in a right place! :D
Until then!
Well, I really hope you guys have a chill right now, while reading my blog. heee i have to mention that anyway. :P
And perhaps some of you found that it is kind of weird because that header, the name on that header (Gerbera Elm) is definitely different with my url (deenfleur). What is the relation? Well, they don't relate to one another anyway haha! Deenfleur is the name created by me, so does Gerbera Elm. But they don't mean the same. yeah too lazy to explain their meaning. teehee. But don't worry, if you typed "deenfleur.blogspot.my" , you are genuinely in a right place! :D
Until then!
Monday, September 28, 2015
Of the 19th birthday of mine.
Assalamu'alaikum!
Finally. It's 28th of September and I'm officially 19. I can't believe it homagaahhhh~ how time flies!
Well supposed to be something really meaningful for this post as it is my 19th birthday and should a lot of things happened at least for the whole day because things happened during days are much better than nights. But...I guess it just really nothing happened for the whole day. hurm. I know my life is wonderful, it just that the most wonderful things yet to happen on my birthday huh? But it's okay, things will go much better soon. (Zatys being sooo unnecessarily positive ohoks).
So, what did I do for the whole day of 28th of September 2015? ehem here I go!
So I woke up for fajr prayer and "accidentally" had fallen asleep after performing subh (hah gotta change since I'm getting much older and surely gonna die soon enough!) hiks I know you gonna think as such. And then I woke up againnn around 10 am (early enough to be your mommy's daughter in law? jkjk) and was quite snap and mad and upset with myself for not celebrating my own birthday early in the moring, why did I slept again? why did nobody would be there to wake me up? why? and oh it's my birthday! gotta wake up immediately and taking bath and putting clothes on and make up and getting all ready for an out and a celebration. yeah~ there you go girl! And just then I realized that I was in a deep sleep thinking about celebrating my birthday, while I'm still in a deep deep deep sleep homagaahhhh and finally, I woke up! real one! around 10.15 am. hah! Please do understand what I was trying to tell you peeps.
Then I wake my mom up, and yeah we all got ready and then, time to go! I drove my mom's car and mom of course stay with me lah. Who else I'm gonna celebrate my birthday with? If not with the one who gave birth to me? eh? wtv. And as we don't really have much time left, sebab bangun awal sangat kan(?) *sarcasm* sooo we were just heading to BP Mall. Well that is the best and nearest place we could ever say, for the time being, yea. And all I want is just to eat sushi and sashimi! Mom pon agreed with me so we went to sushi king, for a breakfast and lunch at 12++ pm. kah!
Right after that, we walked around BP Mall aimlessly, looking for the things, I'm not really sure what are they because everything looked so boring to me as well to mom. and yeah. I don't really have the idea why would my birthday be this boring. it's okay. hah. Then I decided to look for my thingy things in Guardian and there I bought something yeaayyy finally. Then we stop by the Living Cabin looking for the cool things and just staring at them for few seconds and continue to the Reject Shop yeay! Almost forgot that I got the member card and as it is my birthday and shall I get 20% for shopping in Reject Shop so yeaaa shopping! New clothes on my birthday worth better than the other day. Yea I did bought some new clothes and how satisfied! yet, didn't really fit on me. yea gotta start my diet and fitness routine soon enough T_T
And finally, we decided to just go back home. We got nowhere to go. At least, we lived in a quite small town, so, went to a mall is just quite enough for a birthday girl. (i am getting more positive i know right! kah!)
Coming back home and mom cooked Nasi Hujan Jerebu for dinner (not jerebu actually. it is nasi hujan panas. but as it's kind of a rainy day with haze freakingly thick and it doesn't seem to get any better within another 2 days, so mom decided to just give it a new nonsense name which is Nasi Hujan Jerebu. hah my mom so funny) and it is sooo delicious! rosak diet aku.
And yea. Let's just call it a day because I don't really have interesting things to tell you. yea I know this is so damn boring but hey congratulations that you've read it till the end of the page! yeayyy *applause!
OKAY. SORRY FOR BEING DAMN NONSENSE ON MY BIRTHDAY. AT LEAST I DON'T DO THAT ON YOUR BIRTHDAY ahahahahahah okay serious. sorry!
And oh! BP Mall already got SASA mehhh yeayyy! Waiting for SEPHORA ngeeee~!
Finally. It's 28th of September and I'm officially 19. I can't believe it homagaahhhh~ how time flies!
Well supposed to be something really meaningful for this post as it is my 19th birthday and should a lot of things happened at least for the whole day because things happened during days are much better than nights. But...I guess it just really nothing happened for the whole day. hurm. I know my life is wonderful, it just that the most wonderful things yet to happen on my birthday huh? But it's okay, things will go much better soon. (Zatys being sooo unnecessarily positive ohoks).
So, what did I do for the whole day of 28th of September 2015? ehem here I go!
So I woke up for fajr prayer and "accidentally" had fallen asleep after performing subh (hah gotta change since I'm getting much older and surely gonna die soon enough!) hiks I know you gonna think as such. And then I woke up againnn around 10 am (early enough to be your mommy's daughter in law? jkjk) and was quite snap and mad and upset with myself for not celebrating my own birthday early in the moring, why did I slept again? why did nobody would be there to wake me up? why? and oh it's my birthday! gotta wake up immediately and taking bath and putting clothes on and make up and getting all ready for an out and a celebration. yeah~ there you go girl! And just then I realized that I was in a deep sleep thinking about celebrating my birthday, while I'm still in a deep deep deep sleep homagaahhhh and finally, I woke up! real one! around 10.15 am. hah! Please do understand what I was trying to tell you peeps.
Then I wake my mom up, and yeah we all got ready and then, time to go! I drove my mom's car and mom of course stay with me lah. Who else I'm gonna celebrate my birthday with? If not with the one who gave birth to me? eh? wtv. And as we don't really have much time left, sebab bangun awal sangat kan(?) *sarcasm* sooo we were just heading to BP Mall. Well that is the best and nearest place we could ever say, for the time being, yea. And all I want is just to eat sushi and sashimi! Mom pon agreed with me so we went to sushi king, for a breakfast and lunch at 12++ pm. kah!
Right after that, we walked around BP Mall aimlessly, looking for the things, I'm not really sure what are they because everything looked so boring to me as well to mom. and yeah. I don't really have the idea why would my birthday be this boring. it's okay. hah. Then I decided to look for my thingy things in Guardian and there I bought something yeaayyy finally. Then we stop by the Living Cabin looking for the cool things and just staring at them for few seconds and continue to the Reject Shop yeay! Almost forgot that I got the member card and as it is my birthday and shall I get 20% for shopping in Reject Shop so yeaaa shopping! New clothes on my birthday worth better than the other day. Yea I did bought some new clothes and how satisfied! yet, didn't really fit on me. yea gotta start my diet and fitness routine soon enough T_T
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| uuuuuu sooooo gooooood! love salmon so much! |
Coming back home and mom cooked Nasi Hujan Jerebu for dinner (not jerebu actually. it is nasi hujan panas. but as it's kind of a rainy day with haze freakingly thick and it doesn't seem to get any better within another 2 days, so mom decided to just give it a new nonsense name which is Nasi Hujan Jerebu. hah my mom so funny) and it is sooo delicious! rosak diet aku.
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| mom's cooking! nasi hujan jerebu versi ibu. so sedap! |
OKAY. SORRY FOR BEING DAMN NONSENSE ON MY BIRTHDAY. AT LEAST I DON'T DO THAT ON YOUR BIRTHDAY ahahahahahah okay serious. sorry!
And oh! BP Mall already got SASA mehhh yeayyy! Waiting for SEPHORA ngeeee~!
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| here the first selfies on my 19th year of living the life! hah bear with it |
Tuesday, September 22, 2015
Guess what a brand new feeling! (not now)
Assalamu'alaikum~
yeay! I am able to blog again! It's been awhile and oh I have a lot of things to write about that I am so excited I can't and having no idea what or how or where to start it. kah! Over-excited for the win!
I have no idea why did I put the title on that sound because hey sound so weird and awkward and hah I am actually really want to blog something but I guess the idea hasn't come yet so yeah why don't I stop writing now and make another new entry on the next post which when I am all ready to go?
yeah, that sounds...better. *trollface*
ookay then see you around!
yeay! I am able to blog again! It's been awhile and oh I have a lot of things to write about that I am so excited I can't and having no idea what or how or where to start it. kah! Over-excited for the win!
I have no idea why did I put the title on that sound because hey sound so weird and awkward and hah I am actually really want to blog something but I guess the idea hasn't come yet so yeah why don't I stop writing now and make another new entry on the next post which when I am all ready to go?
yeah, that sounds...better. *trollface*
ookay then see you around!
Sunday, August 09, 2015
Life in a nutshell.
Luls~
Assalamu'alaikum~
I think it has been quite awhile since I had my words here. Can't believe that I can pass the days without thinking about what to blog or how is my blog or whatever I need to blog, nowadays. Perhaps as life getting busier, I just need most of my time thinking about the important things rather than the silly thing, like blogging. No, no. Blogging is not a silly thing. It just a small matter compared to the other tasks I need to do in my life now.
The moment I actually wrote this to my blog was the time of fajr prayer. And I was in my own exact home in Benut. My lovely home. Home sweet home. Home is where the heart is. Because I was so stressed with my life in CFS. So I decided to come back home to see my mom, though I only had 2 days off. But I can't really accept the fact that time is ticking faster than we thought when we're enjoy with whatever we had for the moments.
Suddenly being home made me homesick.
The fact that I had to go back to PJ a few hours then already made me 'I want to be home'-kind of feeling. huh. It's like having a 2 pounds of burden on my whole body. I just wanna be with mom and dad.
Suddenly being home made me homesick.
The fact that I had to go back to PJ a few hours then already made me 'I want to be home'-kind of feeling. huh. It's like having a 2 pounds of burden on my whole body. I just wanna be with mom and dad.
Whatever I'm hoping for. Life is life. We have to live our life no matter how bad the situation is. Final semester is quite challenging. But I don't wanna talk about whatever happened in my final sem. Let's just do it when I had finish my whole life in CFS.
Now, no matter how difficult, hard , tough it is. I have to live. I must live. I need to survive. That is my life in a nutshell. Luls~
Until then~
Wednesday, May 27, 2015
Timelapse
Assalamu'alaikum~
It has been while since my last update. Time is really ticking so fast and now I have done with my final semester of my first year in CFS IIUM. If everything goes well and with Allah wills. The next semester gonna the first semester of my second year, the final semester of me being a student in CFS. Couldn't wait until everything's done yet I don't really want everything passes so fast that I just want to cherish every moment, want to jot down everything that I've been and I'm going through.
Anyways, I've got only few days left or at least a week to be productive in my sem break! Seems that I really need a to-do-list for my holidays. Or else, I won't get any better. -_-'
Until then~^_^
Saturday, January 24, 2015
Howdy do?
Assalamu'alaykum!
Apa khabar semua? Saya sihat. hihi
So, to blogging is gonna be quite difficult for me due to the slow-internet-connection at my new mahallah. I don't know why. But it's okay then. Could it be a friendly warning for me of not being too attached (for almost 24/7) on the social networks? Of course kan! yeahhh
My first week of sem 3 was fine. I love everything in the first week but the add/drop session. Ugh, can't believe that i'd actually have to do the add/drop. Seriously, it sucks. Though i didn't really got to feel the unwanted/torturous/agonize-feeling of doing the add/drop in the time of which is so crowded, busy and too loud. Because the add/drop session was available for 3 days and i did the session on the second day, most students already settled down their add/drop session. But still, it so exhausting. Of course. The thing that i don't even planning to do ever since the first day i'm in the cfs. But due to the too-little-credit hrs i had, i really have to do the add session. Well, at least. I did add one subject.
Enough for me.
And for the business that i currently running in, i have just another commitment. It's not that hard because i have people that are willing to help me out. As i said on the last update, i have my business partner which is my own aunty, my family member and even the rest of my family (some of my aunts) are giving their best to help me out related to my business.
Overall, things are getting tougher. I somehow don't really know how to make the best out of the times i had. Perhaps, i really bad at multitasking things and stuff. But heyyy, it just a beginning. Human beings need times, and you know, i'm a human being, just like you. ahaks!
I actually have a lot to say, but i just can't help it. Mengantuk giler!
Ok bye!
Apa khabar semua? Saya sihat. hihi
So, to blogging is gonna be quite difficult for me due to the slow-internet-connection at my new mahallah. I don't know why. But it's okay then. Could it be a friendly warning for me of not being too attached (for almost 24/7) on the social networks? Of course kan! yeahhh
My first week of sem 3 was fine. I love everything in the first week but the add/drop session. Ugh, can't believe that i'd actually have to do the add/drop. Seriously, it sucks. Though i didn't really got to feel the unwanted/torturous/agonize-feeling of doing the add/drop in the time of which is so crowded, busy and too loud. Because the add/drop session was available for 3 days and i did the session on the second day, most students already settled down their add/drop session. But still, it so exhausting. Of course. The thing that i don't even planning to do ever since the first day i'm in the cfs. But due to the too-little-credit hrs i had, i really have to do the add session. Well, at least. I did add one subject.
Enough for me.
And for the business that i currently running in, i have just another commitment. It's not that hard because i have people that are willing to help me out. As i said on the last update, i have my business partner which is my own aunty, my family member and even the rest of my family (some of my aunts) are giving their best to help me out related to my business.
Overall, things are getting tougher. I somehow don't really know how to make the best out of the times i had. Perhaps, i really bad at multitasking things and stuff. But heyyy, it just a beginning. Human beings need times, and you know, i'm a human being, just like you. ahaks!
I actually have a lot to say, but i just can't help it. Mengantuk giler!
Ok bye!
Wednesday, December 24, 2014
Semester 2.
Assalamu'alaikum~!
So lately i have been meaning to blog, like so eagerly wanted to write on my blog. But since, there are lotsa things to do, i just have to forget about it, turn off the laptop and go do that something-to-do.
But then, i used to multitasking. Like reading or doing assignment while watching videos on youtube or scrolling the timeline on facebook. Though it seems to be vain or tak guna punya multitask, but i still nak consider multitasking jugak i don't care! Ahaaakkkkk!
But today, on 24th of December 2014, around 11p.m. tempoh bangun pagi pergi ke kelas finally dah habiiiissssss for this semester 2! hooooo i couldn't brain how time flies so fast!
And of course, the feeling of having your classes on your short-sem done is actually the greatest relief you'll ever feel in that particular moment. yeahhh~
I have been sleeping a bit late these past few days. Somehow rasa tak sabar sangat nak habiskan this foundation. and i have another two semester await. haaaaa but it's okay then. i just couldn't wait having my bonding time with parents at home. Though there are about just 2 weeks to enjoy my sem break, it is better than having no holiday kan? so~yeah!
My final exams will be on 1st and 2nd of Janury 2015. So~ i'm gonna start my new year answering finals dalam dewan bersama sahabat sahabat yg lain. uh-ohhhh~ looking forward to know how it feel.
After that, i'd wish to have a really productive sem-break. Reading books, swimming, cooking with ibu, driving ibu to wherever she would like to go, helping her doing chores, jogging, enjoying nature and (i'll think later). These are the things that will be on my to-do-list time short sem-break nanti! I really hope soooo~ ahaakkkss!
On top of all that,
I'm begging for your thoughts and du'a and may the greater things returned~ ^_^
Thanks!
So lately i have been meaning to blog, like so eagerly wanted to write on my blog. But since, there are lotsa things to do, i just have to forget about it, turn off the laptop and go do that something-to-do.
But then, i used to multitasking. Like reading or doing assignment while watching videos on youtube or scrolling the timeline on facebook. Though it seems to be vain or tak guna punya multitask, but i still nak consider multitasking jugak i don't care! Ahaaakkkkk!
But today, on 24th of December 2014, around 11p.m. tempoh bangun pagi pergi ke kelas finally dah habiiiissssss for this semester 2! hooooo i couldn't brain how time flies so fast!
And of course, the feeling of having your classes on your short-sem done is actually the greatest relief you'll ever feel in that particular moment. yeahhh~
I have been sleeping a bit late these past few days. Somehow rasa tak sabar sangat nak habiskan this foundation. and i have another two semester await. haaaaa but it's okay then. i just couldn't wait having my bonding time with parents at home. Though there are about just 2 weeks to enjoy my sem break, it is better than having no holiday kan? so~yeah!
My final exams will be on 1st and 2nd of Janury 2015. So~ i'm gonna start my new year answering finals dalam dewan bersama sahabat sahabat yg lain. uh-ohhhh~ looking forward to know how it feel.
After that, i'd wish to have a really productive sem-break. Reading books, swimming, cooking with ibu, driving ibu to wherever she would like to go, helping her doing chores, jogging, enjoying nature and (i'll think later). These are the things that will be on my to-do-list time short sem-break nanti! I really hope soooo~ ahaakkkss!
On top of all that,
I'm begging for your thoughts and du'a and may the greater things returned~ ^_^
Thanks!
Saturday, December 06, 2014
Ahlan wa sahlan ya December.
Assalamu'alaikum~
It's finally December eyyyhhh?
My last update was on the early November aite?
Time is ticking so fast
and my second semester will come to an end in just a few weeks more!
And by that means
I have another two semesters for my foundation in CFS IIUM PJ
weeeheee~!
Couldn't wait for the degree in Gombak. Though I'm starting to love CFS more now. (betul tak tipu)
teeheee~!
Couldn't wait for the degree in Gombak. Though I'm starting to love CFS more now. (betul tak tipu)
teeheee~!
Hope everything will be going smoothly.
As smooth as the cloud in the blue skies.
Though the sky won't be all blue like 24/7.
Anyway,
Ameen.
I have lots of things to share but when I'm thinking about line wifi kat sini,
naaahhh~ it's impossibruuu~
Anyways, it's my ibu's birthday today.
I wish I was with her at home, celebrating, and helping her out of the chores,
as it's her birthday (hopefully it'll be last forever I could be the diligent daughter. haha!)
but I'm here in PJ *cry*
And
I have to go.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IBU~
WELCOME DECEMBER~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IBU~
WELCOME DECEMBER~
Wednesday, October 22, 2014
Of a Serious Kind of Syndrome.
Assalamu'alaikum!
I just wonder has this kind of situation ever happened to you?
A (driver): wehh mana ni jalannya? depan tu simpang nak turn right ke left?
You (co-driver konon): oh depan tu kau belok kanan.
A (driver): *bagi signal light ke kanan*
You (co-driver): weh! apasal kau bagi signal ke kanan weh?
A (driver): kau kata tadi BELOK KANAN!
You (co-driver): eh aku tunjuk kiri lah tadi! aku kata kanan eh?
A (driver): ye! kau kata kanan tadi!
You (co-driver): oh yeke? ehehe sorry ehehehe ok2 belok kiri ehehehe *gelak sengih konon innocent*
OR
B: kau dah padam ke semua gambar dalam phone kau ni?
You: dah. but don't worry. aku dah transfer and save semuanya dalam sim card.
B: Sim card? are you sure?
You: yeah sure. semua dah save.
B: no not that. sim...card? sim.....? *sceptical face*
You:.........
B:..........
You: oh aku cakap sim card eh tadi? ok2 tukar lah. memory card. ehehe *gelak sengih konon comel*
OR
When you read something, novel or magazines and there's a word 'baking' and you pronounce it as 'lacking' instead. or there's 'melambatkan' but you pronounce it 'melambai akan' instead and somehow you just sceptical of the sentence, you have that-"what is this author trying to tell me? is they typo or what?"-kind of feeling. "seriously, lacking a cake? / melambai akan masa?"
But hellll nooo that author tak typo pon, you yang SPEAKO/PRONOUNCO/READO pfffftttttttt.
and then you read again and you just realized that "hahahahahaha aku yang silap! hahahaha"
So...weird...
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For the first situation, I had experienced it several times but the 'co-driver' was not me.
And for the second and the third, yesss! THAT IS SO ME kahkah! I made those 2 kind of examples because, c'mon babe! I would certainly telling you the truth. Because reality gives better lessons to learn. alasan ahak ahak!
Sometimes I just wonder, how does it happen? how it became? how come this kind of funny syndrome happened around us? Lakkai sayyy it sooo funnehhhh! Funny lah bila ingat balik how can you be so tak fokus that you can make those silly mistakes.
So I call it Syndrome Speako, Pronounco, Reado. or Syndrome-Eh-sorry-I-tersilap cakap!
And don't take this matter as not-so-serious matter sebab for the first situation actually boleh buat you accident. Because it really nearly happened to me. Last time when I went to tak ingat pergi mana, with friend. One of my kelik suruh belok kanan, and I made the signal to the right and pusing steering wheel ke kanan when suddenly she screamed "eh bukan kanan! kiri! salah2 nanti sesat kang kita!" and buatkan kami almost hit a man with motorcycle. It seriously bahaya.
and same as goes to the second and third examples. Perhaps that won't cause you an accident but still, it's a silly thing and we should be better in communicate and reading. Be a good speaker amd reader. Imagine if you are the emcee of a grand event or even heritage event and you tersilap baca you tercakap something that will embarrass you so much in front of the audiences.
Perhaps, there is a way, a good way to improve apa yang patut di improve kan ekkk.
So, let's do some exercise. cerdaskan otak sikit and be better. and STAY FOCUS!
p/s: just another random post as I have no idea what to do in this short sem break. 'Till then!
I just wonder has this kind of situation ever happened to you?
A (driver): wehh mana ni jalannya? depan tu simpang nak turn right ke left?
You (co-driver konon): oh depan tu kau belok kanan.
A (driver): *bagi signal light ke kanan*
You (co-driver): weh! apasal kau bagi signal ke kanan weh?
A (driver): kau kata tadi BELOK KANAN!
You (co-driver): eh aku tunjuk kiri lah tadi! aku kata kanan eh?
A (driver): ye! kau kata kanan tadi!
You (co-driver): oh yeke? ehehe sorry ehehehe ok2 belok kiri ehehehe *gelak sengih konon innocent*
OR
B: kau dah padam ke semua gambar dalam phone kau ni?
You: dah. but don't worry. aku dah transfer and save semuanya dalam sim card.
B: Sim card? are you sure?
You: yeah sure. semua dah save.
B: no not that. sim...card? sim.....? *sceptical face*
You:.........
B:..........
You: oh aku cakap sim card eh tadi? ok2 tukar lah. memory card. ehehe *gelak sengih konon comel*
OR
When you read something, novel or magazines and there's a word 'baking' and you pronounce it as 'lacking' instead. or there's 'melambatkan' but you pronounce it 'melambai akan' instead and somehow you just sceptical of the sentence, you have that-"what is this author trying to tell me? is they typo or what?"-kind of feeling. "seriously, lacking a cake? / melambai akan masa?"
But hellll nooo that author tak typo pon, you yang SPEAKO/PRONOUNCO/READO pfffftttttttt.
and then you read again and you just realized that "hahahahahaha aku yang silap! hahahaha"
So...weird...
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
For the first situation, I had experienced it several times but the 'co-driver' was not me.
And for the second and the third, yesss! THAT IS SO ME kahkah! I made those 2 kind of examples because, c'mon babe! I would certainly telling you the truth. Because reality gives better lessons to learn. alasan ahak ahak!
Sometimes I just wonder, how does it happen? how it became? how come this kind of funny syndrome happened around us? Lakkai sayyy it sooo funnehhhh! Funny lah bila ingat balik how can you be so tak fokus that you can make those silly mistakes.
So I call it Syndrome Speako, Pronounco, Reado. or Syndrome-Eh-sorry-I-tersilap cakap!
And don't take this matter as not-so-serious matter sebab for the first situation actually boleh buat you accident. Because it really nearly happened to me. Last time when I went to tak ingat pergi mana, with friend. One of my kelik suruh belok kanan, and I made the signal to the right and pusing steering wheel ke kanan when suddenly she screamed "eh bukan kanan! kiri! salah2 nanti sesat kang kita!" and buatkan kami almost hit a man with motorcycle. It seriously bahaya.
and same as goes to the second and third examples. Perhaps that won't cause you an accident but still, it's a silly thing and we should be better in communicate and reading. Be a good speaker amd reader. Imagine if you are the emcee of a grand event or even heritage event and you tersilap baca you tercakap something that will embarrass you so much in front of the audiences.
Perhaps, there is a way, a good way to improve apa yang patut di improve kan ekkk.
So, let's do some exercise. cerdaskan otak sikit and be better. and STAY FOCUS!
p/s: just another random post as I have no idea what to do in this short sem break. 'Till then!
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