Of 2015

Assalamu'alaykum~

So, the title is quite  cheesy and cliche. I knew it :p But then, it doesn't matter what the title supposed to be. The one thing that matter the most, and nearly have always been important is, the contents, the things about what I would love to talk about.

So, tomorrow gonna be the new day, the brand new start to everyone. It's gonna be 2016! I don't know how to say this, but this feeling, it is so unexplainable, I really have no idea how to put all this feelings into words. It's like I'm really running out of words, of the words that really matter to be expressed.

2015 has been a year of, I don't know, a lot of things happened, whether I like or not, they just happened. I've learnt so much, more than the days of 2015, or the hours through the year. I've laughed so hard, I've cried, I've been worried, I've felt the anxiety, the embarrassment, the everything. They are all sometimes mixed and happened just in one day. Surpisingly, I can remember some of the moments that brought me those feelings, it's just like yesterday

If only I had the time, I would write everything into one book. The book of 2015. Where I've learnt most of everything that I need throughout my life journey. To some people, some things that I've learnt might be the smallest thing to be cared of. But to me, big or small, more or less, we just have to learn about it. Everything has started ever since before I am ready for it. Well, sometimes I do expect or getting ready of some things, but, most of the things happened just definitely beyond my expectation.

In 2015, I am a daughter (as ever), I am a sister (as ever), I am a friend, I am a student, I am, sometimes as mom (to my baby cousins), I am a businessgirl (at deenfleurhijab), I am a poet (just in a certain ways and time), I am, whatever you've called me or whatever you've think of me, but no, I ain't that girl you always had in mind. Because I'm just me. Living everyday, and hoping that I have and will always gonna have tomorrow while sometimes, I hope I'd forgot yesterday and sometimes I hope I won't.

I don't expect much from 2016 that will be around just in a few hours to be as how 2015 went. I just wanna live everyday happily without having to regret for what I've done, because I used to be the one that, pathetically, always regret everything that I've done or that happened to me.

For the last words of 2015, THANK YOU should've be enough, for everything.

And may all of us can be much better than we were through this memorable 2015.

Until then.

Travelogue.

Assalamu'alaikum~

Yesterday was a great day.

And the day before was a fun day.

And also two days before the yesterday,

and three days before yesterday

And 

Last thursday up to yesterday

Was a great great great ahhhhh greattt daysss!

When you are with your beloved ones.

Ahaks~!

-my intro supposed to be a poem and maybe i should consider be a poet someday. teeeheee~!-

It's like it just happened a second ago. 

Lama sangat tak holiday jalan jalan dengan family. I mean, the whole family (belah ibu). I think since about 2 years ago. Well, things changed, not everything will stick in their place for a lifetime. But our bonding is so kuat that finally we made it. Itupun sebab nak attend someone's wedding ceremony. 

Though tak semua ada, but the cheerfulness still there. 

Anyway, first we stopped in Kedah, i think in Sg. Petani. The wedding kat Kedah and then ke Penang and Kedah and Perak and now i'm in PJ. And i'm sure everybody now back to their works and tasks, as well as what i'm doing now, writing this in library. (i used to stay in library after evening classes. the feeling much greater than go to bed right after classes. ok tu lain cerita.)

Now, i was just thinking of make my own travelogue. Because i love traveling so much more than sleeping (ini serious). And i'm not yet travel sampai luar Malaysia. Mana ada duit wehhh. Somehow i just wanna be a traveler. Quit my studies and do travel around the world. Because traveling is a part of gaining knowledge you know? kah! no lah. It doesn't make sense. But seriously i want to TRAVEL so muchhhh~

Going to the great places and make a travelogue is such a nice idea. But to make it happen. I need to struggle more in my studies and making money so i can innocently travel using my own money. That require effort so much. 

I will make it happen!

I didn't plan to write about my journey here. So i'm not gonna share anything and everything i saw kat kedah penang perak. luls. 'cause that will take hours to do and i don't have much time to spend on the laptop.

I just wanna share about my planning on to travel and make my own travelogue. And i need the du'a(s) from you. And may the good things returned. :)

Amiiinnn.

-THANKS FOR READING. YOU ARE AWESOME-