Sponsor Week 1.0

So these past few days I've been in KL staying at Makteh's home and shuttling home to IIUM, IIUM to home everyday for 4 days long. You say it's only for 4 days but I am really not going to work around KL after graduated because it's really a hassle. Waking up early morning, getting ready and driving just to face the back-to-back jammed. I have no idea how'd you guys working on this. Salute!

So today, while I'm wasting my time before going back to kampung, was thinking to update something on my blog. Oh how I miss you Ms. Gerbera Elm! ;p

Because the next 2 days is going to be a time for beraya with fellow akhians so let's not talk about that first.

What happened along this week was totally taught me a lot of things. I'm now in sponsor central team for this year's IIUM Convention Fiesta or we call it CONVEST. It'll be quite a big and important day for those who gonna be graduating this year. Dear my seniors! I'm in this team for you guys teheee~

It was quite lotsa things to do but with the great team, which I'm able to get along so well with is sooo fun, meeting everyday was fun, night meeting time was exciting and working days are just great! I'm not exaggerating things but really they're so fine! We've a good and nice head and asst. head who really taking care of us well and guide us through all the what-to-do and stuffs.

The first 2 days, Monday and Tuesday are meeting days. and you know what happened the first day? of course you didn't know and even if you don't want to know I don't care I'm just going to 'story' here anyways lol.

On Monday, I was waking up sooo early, taking shower and getting ready and started to drive to IIUM because I thought the meeting was at 9.15AM. Then I arrived at IIUM just to know that meeting was actually to be started at 9.15PM. I REPEAT, IT WAS ACTUALLY SUPPOSED TO BE ON PM THAT MEANS ON THE EVENING AND NOT MORNING. God, I've already faced the jammed and stuff and arriving at the destination knowing that I was actually at the exactly wrong time! It hurts I didn't lie.

Thanks God, I have few friends on their short semester that I can stay with along the day. But it was like 12 hours before the meeting imagine how sleepy I am by that time?! And mom and dad were in KL as well for some matters in the embassy of Singapore. And they were here in KL just for a day. I thought that if I were to go back home in sg. besi before the meeting just to see my parents before they're going back to Johor would be a relief because what better way to soothe your heart than to look at your parents' face but mayyynnn I really did that and when I'm home, they're already went back to Johor. This is unfair to my Monday. I never really had a Monday blues because I believe that everyday is just the same and we have to treat our Mondays as how we treat the weekends. But not this time. I was really going to cry you know.

But that's okay, I was just staying home until Maghrib and drove back to IIUM, again, and thanks God, the traffic was not really bad. When I arrived at the SRC Office just to hear some fellows making fun of me for the wrong time incident, it's okay tho', I love sarcasms X'D Meeting went a bit long because it's already night and the duration from IIUM to home take about half an hour and I was really have to drive alone. Dad would've ask me to just stay in the office if he knows I was drive alone at night.

The next day meeting went just okay. No heavy traffic I have to face. The meeting was both on day and night.

The next day, which is Wednesday was the really working day. Where we have to send mails and making calls and listing down all companies and do some reports and stuffs. It was just fine but somehow, I was just too tired. Maybe because for being on the road for quite a lot in a day. And oh it was our first Money Call day! It was great because we have the great head and asst. head and some helpful teammates! Also the cute EM for Convest, omg I have a little crush on him ;p but let's not make me start on that anyways haha!

Thursday was our second Money Call day. Well we actually have a lot of backup plans because of some unresolved matters. Well, some other teams really have to be helpful also sometimes please, can ya?

And on the Thursday night we just decided to not do any meetings or working hours because we already had our long 4 days hiks! So we decided to finally have our dinner together. And I was really thankful to them for introducing me all the good restaurants near IIUM because heyyy I'm the youngest among them, I'm only in my first year, first sem being a degree student and they really helped me out about a lot of things! Love them so much! <3 And I was a bit sorry for did not act like the youngest, I treat them all as how I treat my same age friends x'D

And that's all. We have to continue looking for sponsorships. And you know I currently have some issues on working alone. Seriously I need them for the damn good passion! huwaaa!

Until then!

About Love (briefly cheesy talk)

Assalamu'alaikum~

I am, now, studying, trying to finish the chapter 4 of Psyc 1000. But things get a little bit unbearable and all I need is a break for now xD

So today, suddenly, I remember about something. That little something called love.

I remember those days when my heart's pounding for a guy. I guess, those days happened, about few years ago, when everything seems okay for a love. To be honest, yeah, I didn't feel as such for this past few years.

I remember when those feelings came, I will tell my mom. I will tell her how about my feelings, exactly almost and everything about my feelings. Nothing to be hidden from a mom I guess.

The only answer or opinion from my mom after listening to my honest confessions, is, "that feelings, will just be temporary. It won't stay long. It will simply fade away someday. So don't hold for it. Don't even think about how you feel. Just live your life everyday without even think of such things. That thing happens to all teenagers like you, I knew it. So just let those feelings without even thinking to let it stay or not. You just have to ignore it. When it's going to fade, it will."

Those days, I thought that my mom is being a bit cruel to her only daughter. I thought that she had never understand my feelings even when she said she did.

But, after all, mom's always right. Now when I look back to those days, I know why did she ever told me such a thing. If only she told me the other way around.. thanks mom.

Now, those feelings that I used to had, are no longer there (in my heart). I even forgot about those feelings.

And it's a relief.

Now, I can further my studies without those messy feelings.

And I really need to go back to my chapter 3 of Psychology.

Until then.

Ukhwah Fashion Showcase 2015

Alhamdulillah, on 30th of December 2015, me and my team (DeenFleur Hijab) joined a fashion show organised by AzilaAziz (you can find her on FB). It is Ukhwah Fashion Showcase. To be honest, this is the first fashion show I ever attend in my whole life. Well, the first and only reason we have decided to join this show was because, experience is one crucial thing that we need the most. We need the experience, and Alhamdulillah, the good people and great event were definitely a "bonus" to us. The organiser, Kak Zila deserved the thumbs up and salutations from us!

Of course there were some problems occured, but hey! what's experience for without any mistakes!

Now, let's just enjoy some photos taken by our photographer.

Our makeup was done by Victoria Jackson, because it's free! But well, I don't really like the heavy makeup. But it's okay! It just for one night tho T_T

Spot the DeenFleur HIjab!

That was me talking about our DeenFleur Hijab. Well, just a little thing. But I love how I felt that night and how precious the experience are!

So for some reasons and problems, the models didn't wear our products. But hey, on the bright side is, the organiser of this event herself was happily donning our new collection, Fishtail by DF. Thanks Kak Azila! Really appreciate your willingness!

Now, our non-smiled face. ugh. Fret not, we were just fine by the moment!

Definitely the ones that have always been so important in my life and in DeenFleur Hijab! Love them, my aunties!

Yeay! There is DeenFleur Hijab.

Actually, there more and more photos of the night. But I just had a little time now to upload and select everything. We had so much fun! And there are a lot of vendors with great masterpieces! All products are just good! For more photos, you can see on AzilaAziz FB Page

Thank you everyone!

Of 2015

Assalamu'alaykum~

So, the title is quite  cheesy and cliche. I knew it :p But then, it doesn't matter what the title supposed to be. The one thing that matter the most, and nearly have always been important is, the contents, the things about what I would love to talk about.

So, tomorrow gonna be the new day, the brand new start to everyone. It's gonna be 2016! I don't know how to say this, but this feeling, it is so unexplainable, I really have no idea how to put all this feelings into words. It's like I'm really running out of words, of the words that really matter to be expressed.

2015 has been a year of, I don't know, a lot of things happened, whether I like or not, they just happened. I've learnt so much, more than the days of 2015, or the hours through the year. I've laughed so hard, I've cried, I've been worried, I've felt the anxiety, the embarrassment, the everything. They are all sometimes mixed and happened just in one day. Surpisingly, I can remember some of the moments that brought me those feelings, it's just like yesterday

If only I had the time, I would write everything into one book. The book of 2015. Where I've learnt most of everything that I need throughout my life journey. To some people, some things that I've learnt might be the smallest thing to be cared of. But to me, big or small, more or less, we just have to learn about it. Everything has started ever since before I am ready for it. Well, sometimes I do expect or getting ready of some things, but, most of the things happened just definitely beyond my expectation.

In 2015, I am a daughter (as ever), I am a sister (as ever), I am a friend, I am a student, I am, sometimes as mom (to my baby cousins), I am a businessgirl (at deenfleurhijab), I am a poet (just in a certain ways and time), I am, whatever you've called me or whatever you've think of me, but no, I ain't that girl you always had in mind. Because I'm just me. Living everyday, and hoping that I have and will always gonna have tomorrow while sometimes, I hope I'd forgot yesterday and sometimes I hope I won't.

I don't expect much from 2016 that will be around just in a few hours to be as how 2015 went. I just wanna live everyday happily without having to regret for what I've done, because I used to be the one that, pathetically, always regret everything that I've done or that happened to me.

For the last words of 2015, THANK YOU should've be enough, for everything.

And may all of us can be much better than we were through this memorable 2015.

Until then.

Work, work and work!

Assalamu'alaykum!

Yeahhh so after about few months being a lazy bum. Finally, I'm back to work! Just about a couple months to go before I embark into the new world, that is Degree World! in  IIUM Gombak, insyaAllah. heee really can't wait for the day to come! to I finally can call myself as a degree student. Being home is nice and great! But staying at home 24/7 30days/month is really a worst idea. Nahhh, I do go out sometimes. But 90% of my life after finished my foundation level, is actually staying home doing nothing. I can die of boredom!

But well, I just remember that I actually gotta do something (a lot of things, actually). yeah, my DeenFleur!

We will do a comeback ya people! InsyaAllah we will start with Ukhwah Fashion Showcase on this 30th of Dec 2015, will be held at Ruang Event Space, Shah Alam. Yeah, we can't wait for it!

But before that, of course there are lotsa things to be done. So, my work and hectic days is started! Gonna do our best to serve the best for you insyaAllah. We just need all the du'as from you people and a really sweet-heartwarming support from everyone. :') Do support our products. Wait for it yeah!

May all the good thoughts and du'as returned!

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I'd love to write longer this time. But the times and all those awaited works won't allow me to do so. :')) until then. xoxo

DeenFleur is back!

Assalamu'alaykum. 

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