Assalamu'alaykum.
So today is just another day. Yet the only day which I inadvertently overslept. After few months of my first semester in IIUM. I've got a class at 0830 and I woke up at approximately 0818 only after my friend knock my door really loudly.
I have no idea how can I not waking up after the alarm at all, I mean I guess I was in a deep REM sleep that I can't even hear my alarms, which I've set it on respectively every 30 minutes started at 5.00 a.m. What could've been worse is that as I remember, I did fall asleep earlier last night. Demmit dear self.
But on the bright side is, the 0830 class is cancelled.
Mayyynnn what is this? I impressed as how my body could've known that my class will be cancelled today anyways xD
Demmit you self, you're amazing! x'D
Need to start making notes and study now as Final Exams will start just in a few weeks time.
Adios!
Showing posts with label Studies. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Studies. Show all posts
Thursday, April 21, 2016
Friday, March 04, 2016
About Love (briefly cheesy talk)
Assalamu'alaikum~
I am, now, studying, trying to finish the chapter 4 of Psyc 1000. But things get a little bit unbearable and all I need is a break for now xD
So today, suddenly, I remember about something. That little something called love.
I remember those days when my heart's pounding for a guy. I guess, those days happened, about few years ago, when everything seems okay for a love. To be honest, yeah, I didn't feel as such for this past few years.
I remember when those feelings came, I will tell my mom. I will tell her how about my feelings, exactly almost and everything about my feelings. Nothing to be hidden from a mom I guess.
The only answer or opinion from my mom after listening to my honest confessions, is, "that feelings, will just be temporary. It won't stay long. It will simply fade away someday. So don't hold for it. Don't even think about how you feel. Just live your life everyday without even think of such things. That thing happens to all teenagers like you, I knew it. So just let those feelings without even thinking to let it stay or not. You just have to ignore it. When it's going to fade, it will."
Those days, I thought that my mom is being a bit cruel to her only daughter. I thought that she had never understand my feelings even when she said she did.
But, after all, mom's always right. Now when I look back to those days, I know why did she ever told me such a thing. If only she told me the other way around.. thanks mom.
Now, those feelings that I used to had, are no longer there (in my heart). I even forgot about those feelings.
And it's a relief.
Now, I can further my studies without those messy feelings.
And I really need to go back to my chapter 3 of Psychology.
Until then.
I am, now, studying, trying to finish the chapter 4 of Psyc 1000. But things get a little bit unbearable and all I need is a break for now xD
So today, suddenly, I remember about something. That little something called love.
I remember those days when my heart's pounding for a guy. I guess, those days happened, about few years ago, when everything seems okay for a love. To be honest, yeah, I didn't feel as such for this past few years.
I remember when those feelings came, I will tell my mom. I will tell her how about my feelings, exactly almost and everything about my feelings. Nothing to be hidden from a mom I guess.
The only answer or opinion from my mom after listening to my honest confessions, is, "that feelings, will just be temporary. It won't stay long. It will simply fade away someday. So don't hold for it. Don't even think about how you feel. Just live your life everyday without even think of such things. That thing happens to all teenagers like you, I knew it. So just let those feelings without even thinking to let it stay or not. You just have to ignore it. When it's going to fade, it will."
Those days, I thought that my mom is being a bit cruel to her only daughter. I thought that she had never understand my feelings even when she said she did.
But, after all, mom's always right. Now when I look back to those days, I know why did she ever told me such a thing. If only she told me the other way around.. thanks mom.
Now, those feelings that I used to had, are no longer there (in my heart). I even forgot about those feelings.
And it's a relief.
Now, I can further my studies without those messy feelings.
And I really need to go back to my chapter 3 of Psychology.
Until then.
Wednesday, February 10, 2016
A New Beginning
Assalamualaykum
So, usually if I were to write a very short post, I would definitely do it on tumblr. But really, I have no idea why did I decided to do such thing here, on my blog. Perhaps, all I want is just to please myself, to tell my own self that "haaa you so rajin nowadays, you are getting more rajin than ever" luls.
So I have gone through my ta'aruf week a.k.a tawe a.k.a orientasi for 5 days excellently. Well, not really, 'cause I skipped 2 or 3 congregational fajr prayer in masjid. hekkkhekkk
And so, the torturous week of manual add/drop session is over! I swear, I'm gonna hate the add/drop week in every semester of me being a student of IIUM, until my convocation day. Well, I bet, there are students who with me for every semsss :P
Tomorrow is gonna be a great new day! Really wish for it! Can't wait for the first day of my very first class in IIUM, as a bachelor's degree student! And that will be Bahasa Melayu Kerjaya, insyaAllah~
Dear lecturers, do come in!
Until then, peeps~!
So, usually if I were to write a very short post, I would definitely do it on tumblr. But really, I have no idea why did I decided to do such thing here, on my blog. Perhaps, all I want is just to please myself, to tell my own self that "haaa you so rajin nowadays, you are getting more rajin than ever" luls.
So I have gone through my ta'aruf week a.k.a tawe a.k.a orientasi for 5 days excellently. Well, not really, 'cause I skipped 2 or 3 congregational fajr prayer in masjid. hekkkhekkk
And so, the torturous week of manual add/drop session is over! I swear, I'm gonna hate the add/drop week in every semester of me being a student of IIUM, until my convocation day. Well, I bet, there are students who with me for every semsss :P
Tomorrow is gonna be a great new day! Really wish for it! Can't wait for the first day of my very first class in IIUM, as a bachelor's degree student! And that will be Bahasa Melayu Kerjaya, insyaAllah~
Dear lecturers, do come in!
Until then, peeps~!
Sunday, January 24, 2016
Bachelor's Degree in Psychology, IIUM.
Assalamu'alaykum!
It has been awhile since my last update. Today is just 2 days before I suppose to register for my bachelor's degree in IIUM, Gombak. I'll be taking the Bachelor of HS in Psychology. I'm not sure if I've ever mentioned it before, but Psychology has definitely be on top of any other courses I could be taking. Alhamdulillah, Allah has grant me with this blissful thing, to be able to further my studies in the program that I love is such bless for me. It's like my dream course ever since I'm in my secondary school. And now, the dream has finally came true. Thanks Allah.
One thing's for sure, I have my clear vision and goals in this field. I'm not taking it based on the popularity or for the sake of the 'title'. But really, my journey is still so long that the only thing that I could ever do now is to keep striving and walking step by step towards the goals. With a lot of things to be done.
I still haven't really pack anything yet. gtg
Wishing everybody a really great days ahead. May Allah bless.
Until then.
It has been awhile since my last update. Today is just 2 days before I suppose to register for my bachelor's degree in IIUM, Gombak. I'll be taking the Bachelor of HS in Psychology. I'm not sure if I've ever mentioned it before, but Psychology has definitely be on top of any other courses I could be taking. Alhamdulillah, Allah has grant me with this blissful thing, to be able to further my studies in the program that I love is such bless for me. It's like my dream course ever since I'm in my secondary school. And now, the dream has finally came true. Thanks Allah.
One thing's for sure, I have my clear vision and goals in this field. I'm not taking it based on the popularity or for the sake of the 'title'. But really, my journey is still so long that the only thing that I could ever do now is to keep striving and walking step by step towards the goals. With a lot of things to be done.
I still haven't really pack anything yet. gtg
Wishing everybody a really great days ahead. May Allah bless.
Until then.
Thursday, December 31, 2015
Of 2015
Assalamu'alaykum~
So, the title is quite cheesy and cliche. I knew it :p But then, it doesn't matter what the title supposed to be. The one thing that matter the most, and nearly have always been important is, the contents, the things about what I would love to talk about.
So, tomorrow gonna be the new day, the brand new start to everyone. It's gonna be 2016! I don't know how to say this, but this feeling, it is so unexplainable, I really have no idea how to put all this feelings into words. It's like I'm really running out of words, of the words that really matter to be expressed.
2015 has been a year of, I don't know, a lot of things happened, whether I like or not, they just happened. I've learnt so much, more than the days of 2015, or the hours through the year. I've laughed so hard, I've cried, I've been worried, I've felt the anxiety, the embarrassment, the everything. They are all sometimes mixed and happened just in one day. Surpisingly, I can remember some of the moments that brought me those feelings, it's just like yesterday
If only I had the time, I would write everything into one book. The book of 2015. Where I've learnt most of everything that I need throughout my life journey. To some people, some things that I've learnt might be the smallest thing to be cared of. But to me, big or small, more or less, we just have to learn about it. Everything has started ever since before I am ready for it. Well, sometimes I do expect or getting ready of some things, but, most of the things happened just definitely beyond my expectation.
In 2015, I am a daughter (as ever), I am a sister (as ever), I am a friend, I am a student, I am, sometimes as mom (to my baby cousins), I am a businessgirl (at deenfleurhijab), I am a poet (just in a certain ways and time), I am, whatever you've called me or whatever you've think of me, but no, I ain't that girl you always had in mind. Because I'm just me. Living everyday, and hoping that I have and will always gonna have tomorrow while sometimes, I hope I'd forgot yesterday and sometimes I hope I won't.
I don't expect much from 2016 that will be around just in a few hours to be as how 2015 went. I just wanna live everyday happily without having to regret for what I've done, because I used to be the one that, pathetically, always regret everything that I've done or that happened to me.
For the last words of 2015, THANK YOU should've be enough, for everything.
And may all of us can be much better than we were through this memorable 2015.
Until then.
So, the title is quite cheesy and cliche. I knew it :p But then, it doesn't matter what the title supposed to be. The one thing that matter the most, and nearly have always been important is, the contents, the things about what I would love to talk about.
So, tomorrow gonna be the new day, the brand new start to everyone. It's gonna be 2016! I don't know how to say this, but this feeling, it is so unexplainable, I really have no idea how to put all this feelings into words. It's like I'm really running out of words, of the words that really matter to be expressed.
2015 has been a year of, I don't know, a lot of things happened, whether I like or not, they just happened. I've learnt so much, more than the days of 2015, or the hours through the year. I've laughed so hard, I've cried, I've been worried, I've felt the anxiety, the embarrassment, the everything. They are all sometimes mixed and happened just in one day. Surpisingly, I can remember some of the moments that brought me those feelings, it's just like yesterday
If only I had the time, I would write everything into one book. The book of 2015. Where I've learnt most of everything that I need throughout my life journey. To some people, some things that I've learnt might be the smallest thing to be cared of. But to me, big or small, more or less, we just have to learn about it. Everything has started ever since before I am ready for it. Well, sometimes I do expect or getting ready of some things, but, most of the things happened just definitely beyond my expectation.
In 2015, I am a daughter (as ever), I am a sister (as ever), I am a friend, I am a student, I am, sometimes as mom (to my baby cousins), I am a businessgirl (at deenfleurhijab), I am a poet (just in a certain ways and time), I am, whatever you've called me or whatever you've think of me, but no, I ain't that girl you always had in mind. Because I'm just me. Living everyday, and hoping that I have and will always gonna have tomorrow while sometimes, I hope I'd forgot yesterday and sometimes I hope I won't.
I don't expect much from 2016 that will be around just in a few hours to be as how 2015 went. I just wanna live everyday happily without having to regret for what I've done, because I used to be the one that, pathetically, always regret everything that I've done or that happened to me.
For the last words of 2015, THANK YOU should've be enough, for everything.
And may all of us can be much better than we were through this memorable 2015.
Until then.
Wednesday, March 04, 2015
Ku Seru
(Assalamu'alaykum)
So i finally updating my blog after a month. I thought it was just about 2 weeks ago since i did wrote some. Well time is ticking too fast that i'm actually in the 3rd month of continuing my 3rd semester. I'm in the midst of mid-term exams, man, i'm serious, maaannn.
But why eh? Semangat study i seems like to be lost already? T___T
Dengan ini aku seru namamu semangat study datanglah padaku, dampingilah aku, kerna aku amat memerlukanmu. ok.
wait.
What did i do just now? --"
okbye.
So i finally updating my blog after a month. I thought it was just about 2 weeks ago since i did wrote some. Well time is ticking too fast that i'm actually in the 3rd month of continuing my 3rd semester. I'm in the midst of mid-term exams, man, i'm serious, maaannn.
But why eh? Semangat study i seems like to be lost already? T___T
Dengan ini aku seru namamu semangat study datanglah padaku, dampingilah aku, kerna aku amat memerlukanmu. ok.
wait.
What did i do just now? --"
okbye.
Saturday, January 24, 2015
Howdy do?
Assalamu'alaykum!
Apa khabar semua? Saya sihat. hihi
So, to blogging is gonna be quite difficult for me due to the slow-internet-connection at my new mahallah. I don't know why. But it's okay then. Could it be a friendly warning for me of not being too attached (for almost 24/7) on the social networks? Of course kan! yeahhh
My first week of sem 3 was fine. I love everything in the first week but the add/drop session. Ugh, can't believe that i'd actually have to do the add/drop. Seriously, it sucks. Though i didn't really got to feel the unwanted/torturous/agonize-feeling of doing the add/drop in the time of which is so crowded, busy and too loud. Because the add/drop session was available for 3 days and i did the session on the second day, most students already settled down their add/drop session. But still, it so exhausting. Of course. The thing that i don't even planning to do ever since the first day i'm in the cfs. But due to the too-little-credit hrs i had, i really have to do the add session. Well, at least. I did add one subject.
Enough for me.
And for the business that i currently running in, i have just another commitment. It's not that hard because i have people that are willing to help me out. As i said on the last update, i have my business partner which is my own aunty, my family member and even the rest of my family (some of my aunts) are giving their best to help me out related to my business.
Overall, things are getting tougher. I somehow don't really know how to make the best out of the times i had. Perhaps, i really bad at multitasking things and stuff. But heyyy, it just a beginning. Human beings need times, and you know, i'm a human being, just like you. ahaks!
I actually have a lot to say, but i just can't help it. Mengantuk giler!
Ok bye!
Apa khabar semua? Saya sihat. hihi
So, to blogging is gonna be quite difficult for me due to the slow-internet-connection at my new mahallah. I don't know why. But it's okay then. Could it be a friendly warning for me of not being too attached (for almost 24/7) on the social networks? Of course kan! yeahhh
My first week of sem 3 was fine. I love everything in the first week but the add/drop session. Ugh, can't believe that i'd actually have to do the add/drop. Seriously, it sucks. Though i didn't really got to feel the unwanted/torturous/agonize-feeling of doing the add/drop in the time of which is so crowded, busy and too loud. Because the add/drop session was available for 3 days and i did the session on the second day, most students already settled down their add/drop session. But still, it so exhausting. Of course. The thing that i don't even planning to do ever since the first day i'm in the cfs. But due to the too-little-credit hrs i had, i really have to do the add session. Well, at least. I did add one subject.
Enough for me.
And for the business that i currently running in, i have just another commitment. It's not that hard because i have people that are willing to help me out. As i said on the last update, i have my business partner which is my own aunty, my family member and even the rest of my family (some of my aunts) are giving their best to help me out related to my business.
Overall, things are getting tougher. I somehow don't really know how to make the best out of the times i had. Perhaps, i really bad at multitasking things and stuff. But heyyy, it just a beginning. Human beings need times, and you know, i'm a human being, just like you. ahaks!
I actually have a lot to say, but i just can't help it. Mengantuk giler!
Ok bye!
Wednesday, December 24, 2014
Semester 2.
Assalamu'alaikum~!
So lately i have been meaning to blog, like so eagerly wanted to write on my blog. But since, there are lotsa things to do, i just have to forget about it, turn off the laptop and go do that something-to-do.
But then, i used to multitasking. Like reading or doing assignment while watching videos on youtube or scrolling the timeline on facebook. Though it seems to be vain or tak guna punya multitask, but i still nak consider multitasking jugak i don't care! Ahaaakkkkk!
But today, on 24th of December 2014, around 11p.m. tempoh bangun pagi pergi ke kelas finally dah habiiiissssss for this semester 2! hooooo i couldn't brain how time flies so fast!
And of course, the feeling of having your classes on your short-sem done is actually the greatest relief you'll ever feel in that particular moment. yeahhh~
I have been sleeping a bit late these past few days. Somehow rasa tak sabar sangat nak habiskan this foundation. and i have another two semester await. haaaaa but it's okay then. i just couldn't wait having my bonding time with parents at home. Though there are about just 2 weeks to enjoy my sem break, it is better than having no holiday kan? so~yeah!
My final exams will be on 1st and 2nd of Janury 2015. So~ i'm gonna start my new year answering finals dalam dewan bersama sahabat sahabat yg lain. uh-ohhhh~ looking forward to know how it feel.
After that, i'd wish to have a really productive sem-break. Reading books, swimming, cooking with ibu, driving ibu to wherever she would like to go, helping her doing chores, jogging, enjoying nature and (i'll think later). These are the things that will be on my to-do-list time short sem-break nanti! I really hope soooo~ ahaakkkss!
On top of all that,
I'm begging for your thoughts and du'a and may the greater things returned~ ^_^
Thanks!
So lately i have been meaning to blog, like so eagerly wanted to write on my blog. But since, there are lotsa things to do, i just have to forget about it, turn off the laptop and go do that something-to-do.
But then, i used to multitasking. Like reading or doing assignment while watching videos on youtube or scrolling the timeline on facebook. Though it seems to be vain or tak guna punya multitask, but i still nak consider multitasking jugak i don't care! Ahaaakkkkk!
But today, on 24th of December 2014, around 11p.m. tempoh bangun pagi pergi ke kelas finally dah habiiiissssss for this semester 2! hooooo i couldn't brain how time flies so fast!
And of course, the feeling of having your classes on your short-sem done is actually the greatest relief you'll ever feel in that particular moment. yeahhh~
I have been sleeping a bit late these past few days. Somehow rasa tak sabar sangat nak habiskan this foundation. and i have another two semester await. haaaaa but it's okay then. i just couldn't wait having my bonding time with parents at home. Though there are about just 2 weeks to enjoy my sem break, it is better than having no holiday kan? so~yeah!
My final exams will be on 1st and 2nd of Janury 2015. So~ i'm gonna start my new year answering finals dalam dewan bersama sahabat sahabat yg lain. uh-ohhhh~ looking forward to know how it feel.
After that, i'd wish to have a really productive sem-break. Reading books, swimming, cooking with ibu, driving ibu to wherever she would like to go, helping her doing chores, jogging, enjoying nature and (i'll think later). These are the things that will be on my to-do-list time short sem-break nanti! I really hope soooo~ ahaakkkss!
On top of all that,
I'm begging for your thoughts and du'a and may the greater things returned~ ^_^
Thanks!
Saturday, December 06, 2014
Ahlan wa sahlan ya December.
Assalamu'alaikum~
It's finally December eyyyhhh?
My last update was on the early November aite?
Time is ticking so fast
and my second semester will come to an end in just a few weeks more!
And by that means
I have another two semesters for my foundation in CFS IIUM PJ
weeeheee~!
Couldn't wait for the degree in Gombak. Though I'm starting to love CFS more now. (betul tak tipu)
teeheee~!
Couldn't wait for the degree in Gombak. Though I'm starting to love CFS more now. (betul tak tipu)
teeheee~!
Hope everything will be going smoothly.
As smooth as the cloud in the blue skies.
Though the sky won't be all blue like 24/7.
Anyway,
Ameen.
I have lots of things to share but when I'm thinking about line wifi kat sini,
naaahhh~ it's impossibruuu~
Anyways, it's my ibu's birthday today.
I wish I was with her at home, celebrating, and helping her out of the chores,
as it's her birthday (hopefully it'll be last forever I could be the diligent daughter. haha!)
but I'm here in PJ *cry*
And
I have to go.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IBU~
WELCOME DECEMBER~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IBU~
WELCOME DECEMBER~
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