Of a very long semester break

Assalamu'alaykum

Second year, first semester. (checked!)

It was really one heck of a ride. But, wait. The result of final exams still not out yet. So, yeah. Let's not stop pray for the best ya everyone :)

Now what?

I have approximately 3 months of semester break. I decided to not register for the short semester, so yeah. Been thinking of what can I do or at least what that I supposed to do during this longgg holidayyy. There's a lot things that I kept in mind before the sem break even began. But somehow, I have forgotten most of them. Ety is so forgetful, ya everyone knows that. -_-"

What else can I do than to re-plan and re-organize everything that I should do. So, here I wrote to you (I actually wrote this to myself since it is in my blog, just for the sake of reminding myself because, ya, I am so forgetful) about the things that (just now) I am planning to do, until the next new semester begins.

Oh let's start with points because I am too lazy constructing words in paragraphs. nvm tho imma do this anyway.

1. First thing that I want to do along this holiday, and in fact, I have just started to do it now is, to write more on my blog. Maybe not everyday, not even once in 3 days, but I will try my best to write once in a week at least. And I have a good feeling that I'll be writing more on blog. And of course, that would not be in vain. I will try to talk about things that matter, beneficial things and all. This is for two things; to motivate myself to read more (because for me, in order to write, I need to read), and to train myself being among those who is so productive in their daily lives. 
2. I will start over, little by little, slowly but surely, focusing on my DeenFleur Hijab. I am planning to re-brand it. But still, everything is under construction. So I decided to not talk about this so much as of for now.
3. I started to love cooking long ago. It just that I don't have so much times to do it and I kind of lazy to cook and all. But now, I am planning to do some lunchbox business and stuff. Before that, I need to train myself more.
4. Also I will do a lot of sharings, through posters and quotes that I'll be creating myself. This is the thing that I am not so sure if I can do it or not. But yeah, let's just try your best, Ety!
5. What else?

May those who have free times could make use of them as best as you can. Until then. :)

Sponsor Week 1.0

So these past few days I've been in KL staying at Makteh's home and shuttling home to IIUM, IIUM to home everyday for 4 days long. You say it's only for 4 days but I am really not going to work around KL after graduated because it's really a hassle. Waking up early morning, getting ready and driving just to face the back-to-back jammed. I have no idea how'd you guys working on this. Salute!

So today, while I'm wasting my time before going back to kampung, was thinking to update something on my blog. Oh how I miss you Ms. Gerbera Elm! ;p

Because the next 2 days is going to be a time for beraya with fellow akhians so let's not talk about that first.

What happened along this week was totally taught me a lot of things. I'm now in sponsor central team for this year's IIUM Convention Fiesta or we call it CONVEST. It'll be quite a big and important day for those who gonna be graduating this year. Dear my seniors! I'm in this team for you guys teheee~

It was quite lotsa things to do but with the great team, which I'm able to get along so well with is sooo fun, meeting everyday was fun, night meeting time was exciting and working days are just great! I'm not exaggerating things but really they're so fine! We've a good and nice head and asst. head who really taking care of us well and guide us through all the what-to-do and stuffs.

The first 2 days, Monday and Tuesday are meeting days. and you know what happened the first day? of course you didn't know and even if you don't want to know I don't care I'm just going to 'story' here anyways lol.

On Monday, I was waking up sooo early, taking shower and getting ready and started to drive to IIUM because I thought the meeting was at 9.15AM. Then I arrived at IIUM just to know that meeting was actually to be started at 9.15PM. I REPEAT, IT WAS ACTUALLY SUPPOSED TO BE ON PM THAT MEANS ON THE EVENING AND NOT MORNING. God, I've already faced the jammed and stuff and arriving at the destination knowing that I was actually at the exactly wrong time! It hurts I didn't lie.

Thanks God, I have few friends on their short semester that I can stay with along the day. But it was like 12 hours before the meeting imagine how sleepy I am by that time?! And mom and dad were in KL as well for some matters in the embassy of Singapore. And they were here in KL just for a day. I thought that if I were to go back home in sg. besi before the meeting just to see my parents before they're going back to Johor would be a relief because what better way to soothe your heart than to look at your parents' face but mayyynnn I really did that and when I'm home, they're already went back to Johor. This is unfair to my Monday. I never really had a Monday blues because I believe that everyday is just the same and we have to treat our Mondays as how we treat the weekends. But not this time. I was really going to cry you know.

But that's okay, I was just staying home until Maghrib and drove back to IIUM, again, and thanks God, the traffic was not really bad. When I arrived at the SRC Office just to hear some fellows making fun of me for the wrong time incident, it's okay tho', I love sarcasms X'D Meeting went a bit long because it's already night and the duration from IIUM to home take about half an hour and I was really have to drive alone. Dad would've ask me to just stay in the office if he knows I was drive alone at night.

The next day meeting went just okay. No heavy traffic I have to face. The meeting was both on day and night.

The next day, which is Wednesday was the really working day. Where we have to send mails and making calls and listing down all companies and do some reports and stuffs. It was just fine but somehow, I was just too tired. Maybe because for being on the road for quite a lot in a day. And oh it was our first Money Call day! It was great because we have the great head and asst. head and some helpful teammates! Also the cute EM for Convest, omg I have a little crush on him ;p but let's not make me start on that anyways haha!

Thursday was our second Money Call day. Well we actually have a lot of backup plans because of some unresolved matters. Well, some other teams really have to be helpful also sometimes please, can ya?

And on the Thursday night we just decided to not do any meetings or working hours because we already had our long 4 days hiks! So we decided to finally have our dinner together. And I was really thankful to them for introducing me all the good restaurants near IIUM because heyyy I'm the youngest among them, I'm only in my first year, first sem being a degree student and they really helped me out about a lot of things! Love them so much! <3 And I was a bit sorry for did not act like the youngest, I treat them all as how I treat my same age friends x'D

And that's all. We have to continue looking for sponsorships. And you know I currently have some issues on working alone. Seriously I need them for the damn good passion! huwaaa!

Until then!

Never get enough of Nips

Assalamu'alaykum so finally I am writing again on my blog. 

And I actually kind of mad to write on blog right now since it is final exams week. Oh well, just need some escape I guess. :p

I have 4 papers to go starting from 26th of May until 3rd of June. And I'm not sure if I had even 60% of the preparation. 

Keep calm...keep calm...

First paper will be on Bahasa Melayu Kerjaya on 26th of May. And guess what, I haven't revised any topics of it since I get a lil bit too much worries about the other 3 subjects. Keep remind myself that "you can't do this Ety, even it is bahasa, you still got a lot to revise"

Ok I will start tonight!

Then, one day gap, there will be 2nd paper on Science of Qur'an. On 31th of May will be Revelation as Source of Knowledge and finally on 3rd of June is Intro. to Psychology!

Science of Qur'an (SOQU)

Revelation as Source of Knowledge (RASOK)

p/s: not that rasuk (possession by a spirit) gais please lah gaisss

Intro. to Psychology

My loyal companion I call CINTA!

And finally Nips and Chocolate! A must for a revision period! Can never get enough of NIPS!

Those are some pictures and sorry for the mess. Well, messy room and desk are normal and sensible when you're a student and it's your finals time! ;p

Ok I have a lot to study and I really need to go. See you peeps again after my last paper! I have some great things to announce! teehee~!

#PrayForEty 

About Love (briefly cheesy talk)

Assalamu'alaikum~

I am, now, studying, trying to finish the chapter 4 of Psyc 1000. But things get a little bit unbearable and all I need is a break for now xD

So today, suddenly, I remember about something. That little something called love.

I remember those days when my heart's pounding for a guy. I guess, those days happened, about few years ago, when everything seems okay for a love. To be honest, yeah, I didn't feel as such for this past few years.

I remember when those feelings came, I will tell my mom. I will tell her how about my feelings, exactly almost and everything about my feelings. Nothing to be hidden from a mom I guess.

The only answer or opinion from my mom after listening to my honest confessions, is, "that feelings, will just be temporary. It won't stay long. It will simply fade away someday. So don't hold for it. Don't even think about how you feel. Just live your life everyday without even think of such things. That thing happens to all teenagers like you, I knew it. So just let those feelings without even thinking to let it stay or not. You just have to ignore it. When it's going to fade, it will."

Those days, I thought that my mom is being a bit cruel to her only daughter. I thought that she had never understand my feelings even when she said she did.

But, after all, mom's always right. Now when I look back to those days, I know why did she ever told me such a thing. If only she told me the other way around.. thanks mom.

Now, those feelings that I used to had, are no longer there (in my heart). I even forgot about those feelings.

And it's a relief.

Now, I can further my studies without those messy feelings.

And I really need to go back to my chapter 3 of Psychology.

Until then.

A New Beginning

Assalamualaykum

So, usually if I were to write a very short post, I would definitely do it on tumblr. But really, I have no idea why did I decided to do such thing here, on my blog. Perhaps, all I want is just to please myself, to tell my own self that "haaa you so rajin nowadays, you are getting more rajin than ever" luls.

So I have gone through my ta'aruf week a.k.a tawe a.k.a orientasi for 5 days excellently. Well, not really, 'cause I skipped 2 or 3 congregational fajr prayer in masjid. hekkkhekkk

And so, the torturous week of manual add/drop session is over! I swear, I'm gonna hate the add/drop week in every semester of me being a student of IIUM, until my convocation day. Well, I bet, there are students who with me for every semsss :P

Tomorrow is gonna be a great new day! Really wish for it! Can't wait for the first day of my very first class in IIUM, as a bachelor's degree student! And that will be Bahasa Melayu Kerjaya, insyaAllah~

 Dear lecturers, do come in!

Until then, peeps~!

Ukhwah Fashion Showcase 2015

Alhamdulillah, on 30th of December 2015, me and my team (DeenFleur Hijab) joined a fashion show organised by AzilaAziz (you can find her on FB). It is Ukhwah Fashion Showcase. To be honest, this is the first fashion show I ever attend in my whole life. Well, the first and only reason we have decided to join this show was because, experience is one crucial thing that we need the most. We need the experience, and Alhamdulillah, the good people and great event were definitely a "bonus" to us. The organiser, Kak Zila deserved the thumbs up and salutations from us!

Of course there were some problems occured, but hey! what's experience for without any mistakes!

Now, let's just enjoy some photos taken by our photographer.

Our makeup was done by Victoria Jackson, because it's free! But well, I don't really like the heavy makeup. But it's okay! It just for one night tho T_T

Spot the DeenFleur HIjab!

That was me talking about our DeenFleur Hijab. Well, just a little thing. But I love how I felt that night and how precious the experience are!

So for some reasons and problems, the models didn't wear our products. But hey, on the bright side is, the organiser of this event herself was happily donning our new collection, Fishtail by DF. Thanks Kak Azila! Really appreciate your willingness!

Now, our non-smiled face. ugh. Fret not, we were just fine by the moment!

Definitely the ones that have always been so important in my life and in DeenFleur Hijab! Love them, my aunties!

Yeay! There is DeenFleur Hijab.

Actually, there more and more photos of the night. But I just had a little time now to upload and select everything. We had so much fun! And there are a lot of vendors with great masterpieces! All products are just good! For more photos, you can see on AzilaAziz FB Page

Thank you everyone!

Of 2015

Assalamu'alaykum~

So, the title is quite  cheesy and cliche. I knew it :p But then, it doesn't matter what the title supposed to be. The one thing that matter the most, and nearly have always been important is, the contents, the things about what I would love to talk about.

So, tomorrow gonna be the new day, the brand new start to everyone. It's gonna be 2016! I don't know how to say this, but this feeling, it is so unexplainable, I really have no idea how to put all this feelings into words. It's like I'm really running out of words, of the words that really matter to be expressed.

2015 has been a year of, I don't know, a lot of things happened, whether I like or not, they just happened. I've learnt so much, more than the days of 2015, or the hours through the year. I've laughed so hard, I've cried, I've been worried, I've felt the anxiety, the embarrassment, the everything. They are all sometimes mixed and happened just in one day. Surpisingly, I can remember some of the moments that brought me those feelings, it's just like yesterday

If only I had the time, I would write everything into one book. The book of 2015. Where I've learnt most of everything that I need throughout my life journey. To some people, some things that I've learnt might be the smallest thing to be cared of. But to me, big or small, more or less, we just have to learn about it. Everything has started ever since before I am ready for it. Well, sometimes I do expect or getting ready of some things, but, most of the things happened just definitely beyond my expectation.

In 2015, I am a daughter (as ever), I am a sister (as ever), I am a friend, I am a student, I am, sometimes as mom (to my baby cousins), I am a businessgirl (at deenfleurhijab), I am a poet (just in a certain ways and time), I am, whatever you've called me or whatever you've think of me, but no, I ain't that girl you always had in mind. Because I'm just me. Living everyday, and hoping that I have and will always gonna have tomorrow while sometimes, I hope I'd forgot yesterday and sometimes I hope I won't.

I don't expect much from 2016 that will be around just in a few hours to be as how 2015 went. I just wanna live everyday happily without having to regret for what I've done, because I used to be the one that, pathetically, always regret everything that I've done or that happened to me.

For the last words of 2015, THANK YOU should've be enough, for everything.

And may all of us can be much better than we were through this memorable 2015.

Until then.

New Daily Routine

So, I have about one month left before I embark to a new beginning, a new journey as a student of bachelor degree. I am yet to know what major I would get, that I would be studying, but, yeah let's just wait for it.

I started to think that I've spent my days, my holidays, doing absolutely nothing. It's exhausting actually, So, I just think that, I need to change. I need to change everything about my daily routine. So, the reason why I blogged this post is because I just need to have sort of a startup, because having a startup is definitely something a person, like me, need the most in order to do something beneficial. It kind of the thing that would kick me and force me to do something. Well, that was just my two cents. So, yeah ;p

And here's what I planned to do for my daily routine. Hope it'll goes as what I planned. Please, pray for me.

I need to perform the qiyam. Really hope I have the strength and willingness to do it! And stay awake until fajr prayer. Yeah, as a muslim, this is the best thing to start with. That, I was, shamefully never really care about. yeah, shame on me.

and then...

-make sure to have 2 cups of plain water after fajr prayer

-have a cup of teatox

-have a breeze morning walk or jogging (kalau i rajin) and some exercises, a simple workout

-have breakfast! 8.30 a.m at the earliest and 9.30 a.m at the latest!

-do some chores like laundry, doing dishes, or sapu sampah or buang sampah

-helping mom cooking for lunch

-have lunch with my little family

-perform zuhr prayer

-working out

-perform 'asr prayer

-have some sweet tea time

-perform maghrib prayer

-make sure to recite at least 1 page of the qur'an

-have a really simple dinner

-perform isya' prayer

-doing anything (that I can think of in the meantime)

-go to bed! (11 p.m at the earliest and 12.30 a.m at the latest)

So, those are the things that I am gonna do for my daily routine. Well it doesn't really have to be exactly what I'm gonna do at the exact time as what I've plan. Because, for sure, there are some works relating to my business that I have to do everyday. So, it just as how I plan and really hope everything will goes perfectly as how I expected it would be.

And I'm sure gonna update of what this new daily routine can do wonders to myself. Until then!

Work, work and work!

Assalamu'alaykum!

Yeahhh so after about few months being a lazy bum. Finally, I'm back to work! Just about a couple months to go before I embark into the new world, that is Degree World! in  IIUM Gombak, insyaAllah. heee really can't wait for the day to come! to I finally can call myself as a degree student. Being home is nice and great! But staying at home 24/7 30days/month is really a worst idea. Nahhh, I do go out sometimes. But 90% of my life after finished my foundation level, is actually staying home doing nothing. I can die of boredom!

But well, I just remember that I actually gotta do something (a lot of things, actually). yeah, my DeenFleur!

We will do a comeback ya people! InsyaAllah we will start with Ukhwah Fashion Showcase on this 30th of Dec 2015, will be held at Ruang Event Space, Shah Alam. Yeah, we can't wait for it!

But before that, of course there are lotsa things to be done. So, my work and hectic days is started! Gonna do our best to serve the best for you insyaAllah. We just need all the du'as from you people and a really sweet-heartwarming support from everyone. :') Do support our products. Wait for it yeah!

May all the good thoughts and du'as returned!

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I'd love to write longer this time. But the times and all those awaited works won't allow me to do so. :')) until then. xoxo

DeenFleur is back!

Assalamu'alaykum. 

See the title? 

Ok stay tune!

Ehhe!

Quick update // New header (again!)

I can't help but being so excited to create a new header again! maybe sebab dah boring sangat kot. lol.

Was doing a little looking and research through google about where can I get the best header for blog. Still haven't found the best one but yeah, I just found the site where I can create my mown header creatively yeay! hekhekkk. entah entah aku je yg baru jumpa, everybody's already knew it. 'cause I have a very less time for social network, so. yeah, at least I've found one now.

It is PicMonkey ya people! So I love this one, it just fine with my liking. Better than any other webs I have tried on before. Because why? PicMonkey got the damngreatcutepretty fonts! So, that what makes creating a header for blog more interesting. hehe!

okbye peeps assalamu'alaykum!

My Productivity // Tumblr

Assalamu'alaikum!

yeayy! So now I'm back to Tumblr. After months not being into it. The boredom of staying at home brought me again to the things that I used to do back then when I was in high school.

And of course after a longer time, I need some changes. And, yeah, I did it!

Well, just a little. Just changed the main title, my url, bio and the theme and it wasn't so special and not cost at all. Just simple and it's free! I won't say that I really love it, the theme now. But well, it just fine and as long as I'm okay with it. So, yeah! Here is it. my Tumblr!

This is how it exactly supposed to look like when you view it! So simple isn't it? Yeah, because I love simple things, just fine with my liking~

I do started post some pictures of me, when I feel I want to. 

I'm curious about when did I start this Tumblr and stuff. So what I do is, I clicked the Menu section, you can see on the top of the first picture. The Menu is on the left top and there supposed to be Follow button on the right top, parallel with the Menu bar. Then, if you happen to have any tumblr account, then you know what exactly supposed to be there. 

So yeah, I clicked on the Menu bar and this came out. So I did Tumblr-ing since August 2011. Woa quite awhile I think. It has been 4 years in my calculation ;p 

The 2011-post sections

This is the 1st anniversary of my Tumblr! August 2012. nahhh so sikit I reblogged. Well, I'm growing older xD

2nd anniversary!

Okay now. There is no post on August 2014. Not even a single thing that I've blogged or re-blogged. Hmmm.

Same goes to 2015! xD Looks like this time, I am getting bored into it. Yeah.

And now I started it all over again! xD

So, that's all~

Now, come to think of it. Things are getting changed bit by bit, year by year. I didn't really blogged or re-blogged about the same thing over months and even years. My mood changes so many times, and you can see it. Sometimes I blogged about arts, sometimes it could be Islamic things and stuff, sometimes about me, just me, sometimes about makeup, beauty and stuffs and sometimes about classy stuffs I guess, or cute stuffs or whatever you named it. 

This is me. This is actually me. You can't even expect me to be the same person like 24/7. Even you, yourself, everything about you, about your likings, the things you hate, your moods, your feelings are all change right? So am I. 

But still, nobody can ever judge me by all my posts, seriously. One can judge but they don't always right and sometimes they are totally wrong. :) Because of that, I don't really judge people. And perhaps that is why I can't hate anybody by my first impression towards them. 

God, I love myself! haha! Thanks for created me this way! heee until then!

New Header!

Assalamu'alaikum!

yeayyy! Got a new header! If you ever view my blog (this blog) before. Then you know that the current header is a brand new header yeayyy. But if you hadn't ever view this blog, then,

this was my header.

That header is transparent anyway. Should you can't see coloured background for that header tho, but I have no idea why somehow it does show a bakground in grey alike colour when I actually put it there as a header. whatever. What past is past. hiks.

You know I am soooooo bored! I have no idea what should I do during this holiday seriously. I've got a really long holiday. For about 3 months I guess. But at the moment, it just the second week of my holiday and got another 2 months and few weeks of staying at home thinking what should I do? What kind of productivity should I do? God, I have no idea seriously!

So today, I just think of changing a new header. Can't remember when was the last time I changed header but I'm getting bored into it. So here the new header for my blog yeayuyyyy.

Actually, the picture below was supposed to be my header, that I made today, before that current real header I have. But somehow it seems not fit and sooo not suit for my blog as you can see the background of my blog is blue-grey alike and this header it totally the blue sky and white color.  So I don't find it suit for my blog. Totally a mess if I put there as a header. And I am sooo lazy to change another new background. I just love it how it looks now!

a little bit cliche' but I guess a title or a nickname followed by a quote is quite...cute! teehee~!

So, what do you think about my new header? (that cup of teaversion).

I know it's a lil' bit kind of funny. Because, "well, let's have a cup of tea" (?) Well, I don't really sure is that picture shows either coffee or tea? But I choose tea over coffee. What is that for? Perhaps some of you, peeps, don't really like tea (or coffee) or perhaps hate it or allergy to it. But, what I meant by that words or you can say as a quote is that, not for really have a cup of tea (or coffee) while reading my blog, definitely not. It just that, you know, just chill, have a chill, some relax minds while reading blog although I know my blog is so full of nonsense stuffs and whatever stuffs. But heyyy chill! teehee~! Because tea is a symbol of calmness, tranquility and chill, for me.

Well, I really hope you guys have a chill right now, while reading my blog. heee i have to mention that anyway. :P

And perhaps some of you found that it is kind of weird because that header, the name on that header (Gerbera Elm) is definitely different with my url (deenfleur). What is the relation? Well, they don't relate to one another anyway haha! Deenfleur is the name created by me, so does Gerbera Elm. But they don't mean the same. yeah too lazy to explain their meaning. teehee. But don't worry, if you typed "deenfleur.blogspot.my" , you are genuinely in a right place! :D

Until then!